Tuesday, April 13, 2010

So lately I've been reading this collection of letters sent by random people through history. It starts with a few books of the bible and goes all the way up to some letters sent by axis troops during the wars. Some of it is really interesting :) I haven't been reading it in order. Right now I am reading about some poets in the 1700s. Letters back and forth from John Keats to Mary Shelly (who is a guy...) and Shelly's wives. I've been really getting back into poetry lately. I guess it's just the mood I've been in. Don't judge me. :P

Today I had a conversation with a good friend of mine about some drama, and I think God was helping me with that conversation. I tried to give my best advice, and sometimes I don't think straight under pressure. The fact that the conversation happened, and the things we talked about made me feel really trusted. I think trust is one of the best things that people can have for each other, if not the best. *thumbs up* Also I felt really good about myself the other day, when I successfully rescued a damsel in apparent distress (although I feel bad for not doing it earlier. It must have been two hours). And as long as I am feeling good about myself, today I said hi to the girl from my discrete math class! and she said hi too^^

On that note, I have decided that I am paper in a windowsill and I really need to get my head on my shoulders. One day I think I "like" this person, the next that person. It isn't serious, I mean.. I am keeping it in perspective and not really dwelling on any of it, but I am convinced that it is better not to think of those things at all if I can help it. Girls are trouble; trouble I don't need. At least not until I know more about my direction in the not-so-distant future. Right now, I just want friends and study buddies.

I have approved my courses for study at community college in Pennsylvania. Now I just need to apply and start working out the cost.

Since I have been lacking in the coffee money department the past few days, I have taken to scoping out free-coffee hotspots around campus. Of late, I have frequented the teachers lounge in longview hall, as well as the library coffee machine. Both relatively good quality coffee, too (with tea as an option, depending on my mood)

Speaking of spots. That one spot I have been looking at is still there... I haven't really gone to it much, it seems like the surrounding area is trafficked too often, and it is inaccessible at certain times in the day. Nevertheless, it's a great spot and it almost never has people right in it. I think I might start eating lunch there when I am eating alone :)

Oh! Physics test this Thursday!! PRAYERS PLEASE!

Back on track, my lego's team met today without me again. They actually had a time set up with me for this meeting, but changed it at the last minute (surprise) to during church. (I do church on Tuesday because I'm busy Wednesday and there are no afternoon churches on Sunday. It's a good church.) I told them again that they need to schedule things with me at least a day in advance, because I am very busy. I did not attend the meeting today. I will email them tonight.

I didn't pick up on that awkwardness between my friends and I today... Maybe I'm just still hesitant to talk sometimes...

The network of bloggers on campus is steadily growing, but I think that most of them are not going to blog regularly. The number of IP's who visited my page doubled over the past week.. Somehow, I don't think very many of them are actually here for me o.0 (Not to push people away or anything, but I never intended/wanted this blog to have very many readers.. I guess... I don't really mind, but whatever.. you know..)

"Clouds moving slowly, moving quickly; keep the sky's light from reaching us, keep our light from reaching the sky."

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