Today I wondered about something really cool, but I don't remember what it was. It's harder to follow those kinds of things when I am talking to people....
I am still scoping out that spot. I went there today, but there were people near enough to hear and I didn't want to be around them. I wonder if that is normal, that kind of aversion to being around people who I am not immediately "with", --unless I am already with a group. I guess that is a very personality dependent thing. My dad was the same way, I think.... I am still convinced that the spot isn't heavily trafficked for the majority of the day and week. I just need to find the right times to go there. Times when people aren't looking for a quiet place to study.
It is really hard to think right now. Today has just been one good thing after another.
I have been stammering alot more since I started talking.
... oh, focus. I wanted to write about what happened today. Nothing really, I think I am done with all of my financial aid, all of it. The only thing left for me to do is apply for a community college, which I am in the process of doing. I missed breakfast, like usual. I went to physics, which was the same as always, and I just came out feeling really good. I ate lunch and went to English, where we watched a movie. Then I went on a walk with Joseph, which I initially really didn't want to do, but I did anyways. Somewhere in there I got coffee and went to my spot.
Then there was frisbee, and my team lost, but it's ok. I figured out what I am going to do for my presentation in English. My teacher wanted something really low-key, so I am doing "how many LeTU students does it take to change a lightbulb?"
Then, just a few minutes ago, I went to Buffalo Wild Wings with some friends. I missed church today for hootenany practice, which was another highlight of my day. I talked with someone who I have been kindof meaning to try and start conversation with. That was nice... er.. "with whom". I should really stop ending sentences with prepositions. (lol hypocrisy; correcting something, and being at fault during correction. I made a pun.)
I think hypocrisy is one of the worst things to be accused of... "of which one can be accused". Even if it's just a joke. Also, murder jokes are getting to ring more and more serious to me lately. I can't brush them off like I used to.. or maybe the jokes themselves are escalating. At any rate, I plan on thinking out and executing a well thought-out confrontation with a certain person who has been doing that alot.
I am running out of toothpicks...
Oh, to finish this blog. Someone new asked to read my posts. If you get to the bottom here, just, please don't ever talk to me in person about my blog, or reference my entries to me. I might allow one or two exceptions on a case-by-case basis.. but the general rule is, once that starts happening I am going to make this blog private and nobody will read it. It will just be for me to post on. I never want to have a real-time discussion about any of my entries here unless I initiate it. It's ok to post comments, whatever, but as soon as I start caring what people think when I write here, I become less honest with myself and this blog becomes useless as a means to vent. --no matter how seemingly meaningless a piece of information presented may seem. I hope this paragraph wasn't difficult to understand.
"Everything the light touches..."
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