Sunday, August 11, 2019

/*Commentary from July 2026

The Mormon calling me prideful for not wanting to become a god is still an interesting piece of irony, but I'm less amused by it than I was back then. Nowadays, I'm horrified by it. Back in those days, I laughed and mocked unbelievers; nowadays thinking about what they're doing to themselves (what we're all doing to ourselves) makes me sick with grief. This more "serious" attitude toward the issue briefly flared up once or twice even back then, but it is meditation on God's law which has caused me to realize the seriousness of our situation and the massive gap between our inured state of "comfortable oppression" and a truly freeing law. I remember one time, I was debating two young Mormon men online, and I began to love them, and the realization of their destination overwhelmed me, and I panicked, and my tone shifted from casual debate to a more earnest and urgent gospel presentation. They were put off by it and stopped responding -- which makes perfect sense, because I'm ridiculous.
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Feeling much better today than yesterday. I still think I could use a bit more sleep, but I've been able to make solid plans and execute them thoughtfully today.

Also, I've been listening to this song repeatedly lately. Not a fan of the squeaky swing-set they sampled, but the lyrics are awesome, and the baseline actually sounds great in my car speakers. I especially appreciate how they aren't too obvious in their references, so it sounds like a bunch of random stuff put together unless you know the story they're referencing... but if you know what they're talking about then it all comes together. It's got maybe an overly simple hook, as far as music goes, but I think that's perfect for the theme.


Tomorrow is shaping up to be especially busy. I hope I'm able to handle it all. If possible, I want to knock out all of this week's known objectives in one day, so I can focus on catching unexpected stuff and followups for the rest of the week.

I don't have much time to blog tonight, so I want to talk about a conversation I had online with a Mormon recently, because he said something to me that made me laugh out loud while I was reading it. We were talking about whether or not a person could become a god. The conversation followed typical progression: I cited Isaiah chapters 40-50, where God says in like 20 different places, "I am the only God who exists, and there is no other god". He responded saying that "no other god" means "no other god for you". I explained how, semantically, the "for you" clause is important, and the sentence with or without it would have two very different meanings, and then I pointed out that the verses do not have that clause. Here's the thesis from his next response:

"Why kick against the pricks. Do you envy our enternal progression?  Is pride keeping you from the Church. Is pride keeping you from kneeling and asking that one true God if you can become like him?"[sic - pasted]

I've never been so amused and offended at the same time. I explained to him how the Bible gives us knowledge of God and then warns us not to accept "gods you have not known". Then I explained to him that his god is one I don't know, because his god hasn't existed for all eternity, but ascended from being a man to being a god. His god only has power over this planet, and is by no means unique. His god is incapable of generating universes ex nihilo. His god depends on actual procreation with spirit wives to generate children. His god doesn't come down and tabernacle among us and die on our behalf, but rather just lets one of us die on behalf of the rest. My God is actually eternal, having literally all power, having created literally everything and everyone by the word of his mouth, met with us on our level so that we could know him, and gave his own life for me and then brought himself back to life.

I also explained why I'm not jealous for his eternal progression. It's because (as illustrated above) my God is bigger and more powerful than his. My God is not the God of people who seek to do good only for their own gain/ascension; my God is the God of people who seek to do good because they love God and neighbor.

Ahhh... My God is the best.

"Who is this uncircumcised Philistine that he should defy the armies of the living God"

Saturday, August 10, 2019

/*Commentary July 2026

This post is obviously about me being burnt out. There are some hints in here about the kind of stuff that was troubling me -- the finances not adding up, hours and hours on the phone with contractors, warrantee people, insurance, etc., stress on the marriage, lack of sleep, and so on. 

Reflecting on this highlights what might be a personal flaw in me -- that is, when I used to get stressed, I would turtle up. I didn't want to be around anyone. I don't know if I'm the same today or not; I think I like being near my family instead. 

Blogging has always been an effective way for me to blow off steam, and I can see a progression in the post, from total incapacity, to a recognition that I don't want to do the things I usually like to do, and then finally a decision to follow through with doing something I like. I still carry around a pocket notebook.

For all the lack of time and burnout, maybe it's surprising to read me planning to watch Star Trek and drink milk. This post was me planning an evening, after business hours, preparing to sleep on a cot in my office. Winding down with a ritual was very important to me back then; it's a luxury to me now, but if I get stressed enough, even if I am very tired, then I can still (albeit rarely) be found prioritizing some kind of solitary relaxation ritual (e.g. a midnight glass of milk and an episode of Star Trek) over immediate sleep.
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I tried to take some time today to process and prepare myself mentally for the time I've just begun to spend alone.

I feel bound up. It's like all the stuff I want and all the stuff I don't want are the same things. I spent the better part of the day frozen; my head feels like it's full of hot pudding. I got a half-hour of sleep here, a half-hour there. I hoped to catch-up today, but I definitely am not caught up on sleep yet. I guess I will need a couple of days before I feel totally prepared to do the work that needs to be done. In the meantime, I'm stuck doing that work in spite of myself.

I managed to get just a few things done today, but doing anything at all right now feels like I'm trying to knit while wearing boxing gloves. I just can't seem to acknowledge any details about what I'm doing; I only seem able to push the result and nothing else.

I think that after I've had some sleep, and spent some time recovering mentally from the emotional whirlwind that was the past two weeks, I guess I'll be able to accomplish anything. I just need a break. Just a few hours to clear my thoughts without being attacked.

I'm hoping that writing this post will help me to progress through this weird mental funk I seem to have stepped into.

Chowon has been trying to pull strings to get me a more comfortable long-term place to stay. I might have to concede to one of these places... but I don't want to, and I can't seem to articulate the reason in a way that satisfies me. I don't want to stay in a house with a married couple. I don't want to sleep on somebody's couch (I'd be more receptive to their floor). I want to be alone.

I feel extremely narrow; I can't seem to step outside of myself. I have some kind of mental tunnel-vision. For example, I've spent several years building a habit to force myself to imagine that the lives of all people around me are just as complex as mine, and normally these days I can do it without much conscious effort, but right now everything around me is a cardboard cutout, and every person lacks identity -- even the people I theoretically know. How can I go to church like this?

My plan for this evening was to pay bills, fold laundry, and watch a show (I'm still working through DS9). I paid the bills, but the numbers were confusing, and I had to add another action item to my list to call them during business hours and ask them to explain it. Speaking of which, I also need to call the people working on my house and get their explanations. I can't bring myself to start my show -- it just doesn't fit my mood, I guess. I can't think of anything that does fit my mood.... except maybe a glass of milk.

I think I'm going to buy a pocket notebook to keep my thoughts and to-do list in, just like when I was in school. TBH Idk why I stopped doing that. Unfortunately, I don't have my own space, so I can't post notes all around me like I did when I was single. For example, I didn't zip up my pants today, and I'm pretty sure I was wearing my shirt backwards -- I used to have a note for that kind of thing on the wall above my computer. Chowon didn't like the notes, but seems to enjoy reminding me of everything herself. I wouldn't mind it if she didn't use it against me when it was convenient for her. Maybe this is a good opportunity to discard that crutch in favor of a better or more self-sufficient habit.

I miss Chowon and the baby, but I'm glad I have this space to regroup.

Now that I'm thinking about it, I'm really in the mood for a glass of milk. I'm going to go buy milk and a cheap pocket notebook, and then fold laundry and watch my show.

"It seems like you found a better way."

Wednesday, August 7, 2019

/*
Commentary from July 2026

Confession, guys... I really like Homestuck. IDK about Homestuck 2; Vriska's "Redemption arc" is intentionally cliche? Idk if it's the kind of irony that's funny even while it's unclear whether they're serious or not. I do occasionally catch up on it, though. Like once a year I'll get the bug and go catch all the way up, then lose patience waiting for an update and forget about it.

The identity crisis I described in this post was exacerbated by my situation, but I've always been prone to identity crises. The coping method I describe, where I press on because I don't have time for emotions, is a form of retreat and turtling which is also characteristic of me. Remembering this time makes me feel some shame. I wasn't really doing very well at that time.
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I let myself give-in to some nostalgia this morning, watching this video:

It's time to talk a little about the situation we're in. We closed on a nice looking house. The plumbing failed, and the foundation has to be dug up to fix it. It's expensive and it's taking a lot of time. I don't want to get into the details here. This post is just to talk about how we're surviving in the meantime.

We told our pastor that we needed a place to stay for a week, and we lived there for more than a month. Our insurance got us a hotel for two weeks; it's not going to last the full duration of the repairs. I had to fight to get it to last until Chowon flies out of town. I'm sending Chowon and the baby to live with my family while I ride out the house situation. It looks like it might be another month, or maybe more before we have our own place again. I don't want to live in a house with a married couple if I can help it (i.e. my pastor's family) -- I wouldn't want to accidentally find myself alone in the house with somebody else's wife. I trust them and everything, but it's just not gentlemanly. So I asked a friend if I could move in with him, and he said no, because I need a room indefinitely for free, and he said it's not a smart idea for him. That leaves me with just a few options, and they're all fantastic adventures.

The stress has been bad for everyone. I think that Chowon and I have kept our relationship on good terms somehow, but I know that bitterness is looking for a foothold there. We both regularly make mistakes, and the stress has amplified our negativity. She doesn't handle unexpected events as well as I do. She's spent a considerable amount of energy rationalizing about who is to blame for our trouble; I haven't, so I worry that if she turns the blame cannon towards me then I won't have a good response, and I won't have the time I need to untangle things and actually demonstrate how both of us, or someone else, or everyone at once, or at least not just me, equally shares blame. Maybe we can pin all the blame on just one person, but what is there to gain from that kind of thinking? All that just increases everyone's stress without contributing to a solution. I don't like lawsuits; I don't like the law; I don't like insurance; I don't like money; I don't like blame.  Why can't everything be simple? Why don't people act with kindness and integrity?

I think that as long as we stay committed to God, and remember that our relationship can survive in spite of the stress and arguments, things will be ok. I still have my job. We can recover financially. Reconciliation is sometimes a draining process, and I don't know how prepared I am to pursue it in the short term if things get sour; we may need to have some long conversations when all this is over.

I'm sincerely excited for Chowon and the baby's trip to visit my family. It will be a good change of scenery for her; there are plenty of babysitters, my family loves her, and this will hopefully open up some other options for me to find places to stay while I ride out the process. The hard thing on my mind right now is what to do with the house long-term, how long to allow myself to be separated from Chowon, and what to do if I decide it's been too long but the house situation isn't completed yet.

I still have my job, but I don't feel like a provider. Chowon is safe, but I don't feel like a protector. Chowon is going away, so I don't think I'll be functioning as comforter. It's apparent that I didn't lead my family in a beneficial direction. In a sense, I feel like all my functions as husband are removed from me.  All my money: gone. All my work: an expensive lesson. Sometimes I feel my mind going to a troubling place where I'm not intrinsically dissociated from all of my hopes, desires, possessions and faculties. I take a deep breath, preparing to let my emotions out on exhale, but nothing comes out; only hot dry breath. I don't have time to let myself feel it. I'll process all of this when I have peace, if peace ever comes to me while I am in this body.

What is my identity apart from the roles that God has placed me in? How do I describe "who I am" without describing what I have and do? The sound of a name isn't enough to describe what a person is; I'm something other than a sound, but I seem to have forgotten what.

A recurring theme in our conversations during this process has been the story of Jonah.

Jonah and Paul both had shipwrecks (Jonah's ship wasn't wrecked, I guess; he was just thrown overboard during a storm). Jonah's storm came while he was fleeing from God's will. Paul's storm came while he was pursuing God's will. God planned and executed things out so that both of them did their work for God's glory. After the fact, Jonah said "I'm so angry I wish I were dead.", and Paul said, "I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.".

God sends rain on both, the righteous and the unrighteous. Whether we live or die, we belong to God.

When Jonah was wallowing in his anger, God sent a leafy plant to give him shade, and Jonah was comforted. Then, the very next day, God sent a worm to destroy the plant, and Jonah was miserable again. Wealth and worldly possessions - physical comforts - can be given and taken away in an instant. Our comfort, our joy, and our contentment can't come from our physical circumstances.

What was the secret of your contentment, Paul?

"I can do all this through him who gives me strength."

Wednesday, July 10, 2019

/*
Commentary from 2026

This unpleasant buying experience marks the beginning of hard times between 2019 and 2021. We owned this house for something like 2 years and only got to live in it for a short time, and insurance didn't cover our alternative living expenses, so we moved from house to house, staying for free where we could, and for some time I snuck into my office at night to sleep there. During that time our finances were basically flatlined. It really felt like a disaster. 

My complaints about the home buying process are largely the same now as before, but my understanding of biblical land laws has been refined a bit. I won't get into it now, because I need to do some more research, and I haven't reached that "topic" in my progress on my book project yet.

When I accidentally unpublished these posts and decided to comment on them before reposting, I didn't make the connection that they span the period of my past housing woes. Just thinking about it makes me stressed. Nonetheless. it may be interesting (or even beneficial for me) to revisit the emotions I was having at that time. 
*/


I've been sitting on this blog for a few weeks. I guess it's fine to post it now. I didn't want to upset the murky waters of unethical business practices that I've been wading through for the past few months. I just want to establish myself in my new house and let the dust settle around me. I'm in it now, so things written below in the present tense were actually written some time ago. In short, our realtor and the seller's realtor collaborated to put us into a position where we had to use a certain lender, and that lender frequently made "mistakes" on our loan estimates, in favor of the lender and realtors. If it weren't for Chowon's tedious attention to detail, we'd be suckers. If I didn't have so many other issues to attend to, I might consider getting a consultation with a lawyer. The rest of the rant is about various superfluous and wasteful details of the buying process.

We're buying a house, and I'm convinced that the real-estate system is broken. To advertise that you wish to sell a house, you put it on MLS. In order to buy a house on MLS, you have to engage with a realtor. Realtors have to pay for certification, "qualifying" them to look at MLS, and when you use them you have to pay them a percentage of the purchase price of your house. The law and MLS seem to have been established by realtors for the sole purpose of perpetuating the realtor profession, by limiting the options of sellers and buyers.

Also, I feel like I'm in a war of attrition with my loan officer (not telling who, but they surely weren't very fair in their way of handling things). My agent, without my consent, had a loan officer from a local lender contact the seller's agent and promise to close the deal quickly if we went with him. So the seller wrote that lender's name into a counter offer. Now, I'm stuck with this lender who never returns my calls, in spite of the grand claims to great customer service that he initially gave us when he was trying to woo us away from Wells Fargo. (We had a nice, responsive, clear-communicating, wonderful loan officer at Wells Fargo). He says he'll match Wells Fargo's interest rate, but when we get the estimate he does it by making us pay for points. Well, the closing cost still isn't that bad, so we're willing to eat the points, but the APR is way higher than Wells Fargo's for lower cost to close. We run the numbers, and the APR we calculate using his figures is way lower than what's on the quote -- what does that mean? Hidden/undisclosed fees! So we tell him we want him to match APR. He says "ok", and then sends us back a loan estimate which has no changes except that it doesn't list the APR, and has no points, but the cost of the points was moved into the "documentation fee". What kind of game is he playing? I don't get it! It's driving me crazy. I can't wait for this process to be over.

The U.S. real estate system is a racket. I hate it. Real estate agents are a non-necessary component in society; they're professional middle-men. They are not motivated for the best interest of either seller or buyer, but simply to make the deal happen so that they can get paid. To that end, they limit communication between buyer and seller by imposing themselves as the only legal channel for communication, they pressure both buyer and seller to limit due diligence and utilize unscrupulous local-lenders. Their added-value is outweighed by their uncheckable pursuit of self-interest. It's so bad, we recently yelled at our agent for telling us (for like the 100th time) that we had to try to submit our BINSR before the last day of our due diligence period in order to make the seller more comfortable, after he went on vacation for 5 days of our due diligence and there was nobody to let us into the house during that time, and every time he did let us into the house he complained about the distance he had to travel to help us. "I live like an hour away from here, guys." The only responsible thing to do is keep working at due diligence for the full ten days! What kind of seller would be uncomfortable with that? It's in black and white on the contract! In truth, the reason we went with this agent was because he lead into the deal with some talk about his experiences at church -- we thought, "he's Christian, he'll act with integrity". Christians, we've got to act in a way that matches Christ's teachings.

And what's the point of Escrow anyway? We have to pay them to let us put our money into an account, so that they can move our money into another account on our behalf. They're professional middle-men; it's a waste, a hindrance, a burden on society. Not only that, but we also have to buy insurance from them, to protect us in case they make a mistake on our title -- a mistake which may very well be in their own favor! We're paying the fox to protect the chickens.

Last gripe in this rant: we're about to start paying property taxes. If we don't pay them, the government takes our land. You know what that means? It means we don't own the land. We're just leasing it from the government. That being the case, why does purchase of land have to be put in public record? That practice is an artifact from a time when land ownership mattered, because a land owner had an immovable vested interest in the country's well-being. Nowadays, land-ownership is a financial tool and nothing more. Property taxes are theft; it's unconstitutional, not to mention un-Biblical.

Here's the system I propose: Evenly redistribute ownership of land permanently to every citizen, and allow those citizens to rent the land out to others (including businesses) at will, for contract periods not exceeding 7 years before renewal, but do not allow any permanent transfer of land-ownership. Permanent sale of land should only be allowed to freely happen inside fixed-sized ("walled") cities, which land was excluded from the redistribution. The ability to permanently sell land inside walled cities guarantees their commercial value, and so the cities can theoretically be placed anywhere at all, regardless of natural-resource availability. Land outside of a walled city is only transferable from that land's permanent owner to his or her spouse, children, or next-of-kin (in that order) by a Last Will and Testament (at time of his/her death). Let's implement that system, and all the other Biblical laws along with it.

"Over production, waiting time, transportation, motion, over processing, inventory, and defects."

Friday, June 28, 2019

/*
Commentary from 2026

Never mind applying 1984 to China. America suits it just fine. By pointing that out is cliche now, I guess. We like being a dystopian hedonistic memeocracy run by pedos and murderers who appease us by pointing at the Bible sometimes. Obviously kicking out immigrants is the solution -- it isn't like history tells us anything about blaming Jews and immigrants for our problems.

The rebuttals I make in this post against poor lay-Christian responses to Torah are even more applicable to highbrow philosophical arguments from smart Christians. In fact, the sequence of complaints and links, ending in "just for that culture", is a neat representation of the beginning stages of development for more sophisticated arguments about antinomian covenant theology and reason, both of which are sharpened by retreating from scripture, and are equipped at the highest level with well rehearsed quips in repudiation of any demands to show chapter and verse.

What a shame.
*/


Working through Brave New World now, but 1984 still serves as good food for thought. I'm going to avoid writing a post where I directly apply the whole book to the Chinese Government, because that would depress me too much. I just want to pick out a few things here and there. This passage stood out to me:
"To know and not to know, to be conscious of complete truthfulness while telling carefully constructed lies, to hold simultaneously two opinions which cancelled out, knowing them to be contradictory and believing in both of them, to use logic against logic, to repudiate morality while laying claim to it, to believe that democracy was impossible and that the Party was the guardian of democracy, to forget whatever it was necessary to forget, then to draw it back into memory again at the moment when it was needed, and then promptly to forget it again: and above all, to apply the same process to the process itself. That was the ultimate subtlety: consciously to induce unconsciousness, and then, once again, to become unconscious of the act of hypnosis you had just performed. Even to understand the word ‘doublethink’ involved the use of doublethink."
Orwell's "doublethink", now it seems more popularly called "cognitive dissonance", is relevant to us. In this post, I want to give some real-life examples of such willful contradictions that come to my mind.

I often complain about the way Atheists will assert (thus far, in my experience, without stable grounds) that Christianity defies logic and reason, but then simultaneously say that we can't have justified knowledge in a strict philosophical sense. It's silly.

Academic institutions and liberal activist organizations in the U.S. readily advocate freedom of expression, freedom to share ideas, tolerance, and respect for all ideologies. But when a Christian stands in front of them and suggest that there is only one true religion, they do not respect him; or, for that matter, when anyone with something offensive to say steps up to the podium, it's not tolerated.

Then, of course, the pro-choice movement cares a lot about adult women's bodies, but very little for the bodies of the young women they kill. The Social Justice Warriors are known for breaking laws. Etc. Etc. Etc.

Knowledge without knowledge; reason without reason; respect without respect; tolerance without tolerance; love without love; peace without peace; justice without justice; life without life; choice without choice; empathy without empathy. Everywhere I look, Demos attempts to stabilize himself by transforming into an ouroboros of contradictions.

But I actually didn't want to complain about secularism that much today. Right now, I really want to complain about Christians, who actually seem to be suffering much from the same troubles. Seeing as I've sortof unofficially decided to specialize on just a few issues (theonomy and epistemology), I'm going to focus on Christ's Kingship.

Christians say that Jesus is King, and they sing Psalms which say that God's law is good and that God's Messiah will bring His Law to the land, and they say that God is imminently just, and that God is unchanging, and that God's justice is unchanging, and that God's expressed moral standards are imminent and objectively binding on all men; they say that all scripture is God-breathed, infallible, and profitable, for equipping the man of God for every good work. No Christian will disagree when I say that we should conform our minds to the mind of Christ, rather than re-imagining scripture to manufacture a god more appealing or agreeable to our inclinations. But then they say that wherever the Psalms say "law", they just mean, "the word of God", which advocates a general and unspecific "respect for all men". And when pressed on that spurious, motivated redefinition, they eventually say that God's expressed standard of holiness and righteousness, the Old Testament Law, was unreasonably harsh; they rationalize that the OT Law must not have reflected God's original plans for man because it was impossible for man to perfectly comply; they say that God is very different in the New Testament; they say that the OT law is "all-or-nothing", quipping that if the Old Covenant were still applicable to us, then we shouldn't eat shellfish; they say that the OT statutes don't apply unless they are repeated in the NT; and whenever a law is too hard to explain, it is rationalized away by saying "it was just for that culture and time".

So, basically, God's law is simultaneously the standard for good behavior, and not applicable to considerations about what is or isn't good behavior. We should simultaneously apply Biblical standards to justice, and reject the idea that a direct implementation of God's law is presently just.

The Biblical answer is much more simple than that; the ritual laws have been fulfilled in ways which are plainly written in the text.

We still don't eat unclean food -- Jesus made all foods clean (Mark 7:19, Acts 10:15).
We still have a sacrifice -- Jesus is our sacrifice (Hebrews 10:10)
We still participate in the Passover -- Jesus is our Passover Lamb (1 Cor 5:7)
We still have a temple -- Our bodies are the temple of the Holy Spirit (1 Cor 6:19)
We still have a priest -- Jesus is our high priest (Hebrews 4:14-16)
We still don't wear mixed fibers -- we clothe ourselves with Christ's Righteousness (Isaiah 61:10, Eph 4:24)
We are still circumcised -- it's a circumcision of heart (Deut 30:6, Rom 2:25-29)
We still have God's Torah -- it's being written on our hearts in the New Covenant (Exek 11:19, 36:26, Jer 31:33, 32:40, Heb 8:10)

The law is not abolished -- it's fulfilled. (Matthew 5:17)

This stuff isn't difficult. There's no clause in the Mosaic covenant that says, "if you succeed in doing this right once, then you'll never have to do it again", as if Jesus simply obeying the law was enough to remove it from us. Rather, Jesus fulfilled all the law in a more permanent and continuous way, enabling us to be free from the "curse of the law" (Gal 3:13), but still writing its statutes on our hearts so that obedience to the law is the fruit of our renewed spirit (Gal 5:22-23 -- and when you read that, ask yourself, what describes for us the specific behaviors associated with "goodness" as distinct from evil, if not God's law?).

But what about those laws that seem harsh -- like the death penalty for rape; for kidnapping; for selling, purchasing, enslaving, or otherwise possessing kidnapped individuals; for homosexual intercourse; for counter-proselytizing as an apostate; for murder; for child sacrifice; for witchcraft; for false witness to a capital crime; for adultery; for bestiality; or for just being a drunken sluggard who doesn't contribute to society? Are all those crimes really on the same level as one another (capital)?

Well.... Let's be consistent in our beliefs. Are we going to conform our ideas about right and wrong and the severity of these crimes to what God said in His word, or are we going to reinterpret scripture in a way that better fits our own scruples?

Is our goal to conform our minds to the mind of Christ? Is Jesus God? Does morality change? Does justice change? Does God change? Are morality and justice defined by their conformity with God's attributes? Is God perfectly just and moral? We can't have everything we want all at once, unless we conform our own desires to what God has said about Himself.

Finally, some of my nonexistent readers may notice that I put the pageview tracker back onto my blog. It's been gone for several years now, but I don't like the way Google tracks pageviews, so I figure it will be fun to have that back for a cross-reference. It just means my pageview count will have to embarrassingly restart at zero, and the golden-age of Psa 139 is lost to public records forever.

"Shall the thing made say of him who made it, 'he did not make me'? Or shall the thing formed say of him who formed it, 'he has no understanding'?"

Wednesday, June 26, 2019

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Commentary from 2026:

I still agree with this sort of coherentist foundationalism, but these days I'm not as interested in epistemic philosophy as I used to be. It's a fun diversion and it's important to dig into it, but I'm disappointed by the way that Christian philosophers build on secular philosophical history all the time. The bottom line, really, is that God has revealed Himself to us, and this revelation was, as to its mode and content, sufficient to resolve the big epistemic question.

Skeptics don't actually exist, but only put up a pretense of skepticism whenever confronted with things they don't like. A God is not on trial, but that which can be known about him is known to all, and so all are without excuse. What remains is not a question of God's existence, nor how we are justified in knowing things, but how we rightly interpret the things we know -- hermeneutics is the ultimate end of Christian epistemology, and the queen of philosophy and science alike.

Empirical inquiry supplies us with referents for biblical words. Biblical words supply us with interpretations of empirical data. The Bible, fitted with external referents, informs the right hermeneutic method for interpreting itself, which in turn supplies accurate explanations of its referents. Those Biblical explanations constrain interpretive liberty in empirical inquiry. So, in every way, our knowledge is built up through God's revelation.
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Today I want to offer a categorical description of my philosophy, either to say more with fewer words or to obfuscate the matter. I'm a little bothered by this kind of denomination, because I feel like the words I'm about to use were devised with intent to describe what I believe to be proper methodology for acquiring answers, but they don't describe the answers themselves; whereas I think that the answers are only as correct as the methodology used to obtain them I do not like the way that discussion about philosophical denominations may tempt readers to limit themselves to a protracted study of methodology without ever learning the conclusions drawn thereby.

I suppose that strict, "strong" foundationalism accurately describes the situation we live in, epistemologically, and that the epistemic information comprising (what you might call) our basic "foundational" knowledge, must be indubitable, incorrigible, and infallible. However, I am not convinced that human language necessarily supports articulating the specific information contained in our basic knowledge at this time. Granting that we do have the information required to justify knowledge, I am convinced that some information about the mechanism by which we obtain and/or utilize that basic knowledge can be gained by applying a combination of strict deduction and empiricism, with a view to the universal coherence of all true information (where "coherence" means that an idea contradicts neither itself nor any other information known to be true). That same methodology, combining deduction and empiricism, I believe, is the method by which we can trace out relationships between our conclusions and our basic knowledge. That said, I'm not convinced that a detailed awareness of the contents of our basic knowledge is necessary for an epistemological system to be complete and fool-proof; only an acknowledgement that, whatever the contents are, they satisfy the basic conditions for epistemology and intelligibility.

That's not to say we shouldn't attempt to learn the contents of basic knowledge. I just think that there are more important parts of the system which should be fortified with stable articulation first, and I don't know if I will have enough time in my life to complete the project.

I think that it's common in modern society to simultaneously advocate empiricism while refusing to practice it, undermining the contents of whatever foundational knowledge we have (because the whole purpose of the foundational knowledge is to support our empirical abilities). Furthermore, it can be well-argued that this deluded rejection of empiricism is practiced by literally every person who propones an explanation for reality, because epistemological theories are naturally impossible to test. So it is unproductive to argue that a theory lacks empirical basis, or that a theory lacks consistency with interpretations of empirical data which depend on alternative theories. Therefore, an epistemological theory distinguishes itself only by being well-developed and coherent. The more thoroughly developed it is, the more complex it is, the greater its likelihood of being incoherent; thus a well-developed theory which does not sacrifice coherence is a good theory and may as well be held true by its advocates until demonstrated otherwise, or until a more well-developed while coherent theory is made known to them. I believe that incoherence is the distinguishing feature of falsehood, and there is only one set of information rightly called "true", so there is only one possible fully-developed and coherent theory.

Some people attempt to circumvent this by refusing to develop their theories; a theory which is underdeveloped can be simple and internally consistent, and so it may be difficult to demonstrate its failure to resolve the epistemological problem without first developing the theory. I recently had a discussion with one such person, who actually told me that justifying his ideas was unnecessary for him, "because I'm not a foundationalist" -- but then he didn't name any epistemological theory which he could actually advocate; he simply said "the answer is probably a combination of all theories", which was an effective refusal to develop his ideas. I might post more details of that conversation in a later blog, because he was a fascinating example of certain intellectual roadblocks, for which I am needful of constant reminders to avoid, and in which I am regularly fearful that I might also partake.

"The [...] forecast had estimated the output of boots for the quarter at 145 million pairs. The actual output was given as sixty-two millions. Winston, however, in rewriting the forecast, marked the figure down to fifty-seven millions, so as to allow for the usual claim that the quota had been over-fulfilled. In any case, sixty-two millions was no nearer the truth than fifty-seven millions, or than 145 millions. Very likely no boots had been produced at all. Likelier still, nobody knew how many had been produced, much less cared. All one knew was that every quarter astronomical numbers of boots were produced on paper, while perhaps half the population of Oceania went barefoot. And so it was with every class of recorded fact, great or small."

Tuesday, June 25, 2019

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Commentary from repost 7/8/2026.

This post was from 6/25/2019, and it has aged very well. If I undertook to find contemporary links for the 1984 list, I would do it more easily, and find "enlightened" (or at least popular) people not only tolerating and defending these things, but celebrating them. 

But today I'm short on time, which is good because I don't think I have very much to add. I like this post, and I'm basically in agreement with it. Only, at the time when I wrote this I was probably feeling a mixture of awe and amazement at Christianity's neglect for God's law in the face of issues for which it is so clearly relevant. Nowadays I think about this stuff, and it just makes me feel sad, because we're going that way and I'm not sure there's anything to be done about it.
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Listening to 1984 while I work these days, and I couldn't help but notice a list of qualities he issues to characterize a government which is treading toward dystopian authoritarianism. Here's the quote:

"And in the general hardening of outlook that set in round about 1930, practices which had been long abandoned, in some cases for hundreds of years—imprisonment without trial, the use of war prisoners as slaves, public executions, torture to extract confessions, the use of hostages, and the deportation of whole populations—not only became common again, but were tolerated and even defended by people who considered themselves enlightened and progressive."

The argument here is that those things started happening in society, but society was hardened to it so they didn't think it was all that bad. In fact, they celebrated it as if it were enlightened. Where, in fact, those things were characteristic of a society deteriorating into some kind of dystopian nightmare.

Let's break down that list, for fun:






So, what's my point?

Both the republican and democratic parties in the United States are going in the same direction. The left simultaneously advocates socialism and rejects the practices advocated by members of the right, while those same practices were historically performed by socialists!

Americans are presented with a false dichotomy every 4 years, and we eat it up. How many times during the last election was I told by my friends, "If you vote 3rd party, you're supporting Hillary!"

What do we do? To whom do we turn? Who's right? What system of government should I advocate? Well, Psalm 19 makes this an easy decision for Christians.
"The law of the Lord is perfect,
    refreshing the soul.
The statutes of the Lord are trustworthy,
    making wise the simple.
The precepts of the Lord are right,
    giving joy to the heart.
The commands of the Lord are radiant,
    giving light to the eyes.
The fear of the Lord is pure,
    enduring forever.
The decrees of the Lord are firm,
    and all of them are righteous.
They are more precious than gold,
    than much pure gold;
they are sweeter than honey,
    than honey from the honeycomb.
By them your servant is warned;
    in keeping them there is great reward."
When it says, "law", you know what the Hebrew word was in that passage? It was "Torah" (i.e. Gen through Deut). This is a passage from the Old Testament. That means, yes, the Psalmist is saying that Leviticus refreshes the soul and gives joy to the heart; Numbers is sweeter than honey, making wise the simple; Deuteronomy gives light to the eyes and warns God's servants, in keeping the law of God is great reward.

"Dirty Water."

Wednesday, June 5, 2019

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Notes on second publish (2026 07 07):

Wow, this one hasn't aged well.

I probably would get in a lot of trouble for trying to psychoanalyze minorities today (and probably back then, too). The stuff about cultural biases is basically valid, and my affection for African American culture didn't disappear. My portrayal of their cultural struggle is basically drawn directly from things I read in their own sources. I can't really retract any of that, but my thoughts on things like CRT, intergenerational trauma, and the "solution" to economic disparity have changed a lot since posting this as well, and those new ideas would definitely change the shape of what I presented here.

On the other hand, after having posted this, I dug deep into my family history. I'm pleased to say that I don't get to take credit for stealing land or prima nocta, at least. I don't retract my statement about us being criminals, because all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God, and the wages of sin are death. We all deserve it, but God has had mercy on us.

As far as taking responsibility for the actions of other people, that's a difficult topic which I've spent quite a lot of time working out in my own studies. Ezekiel 18 makes very clear that each person's guilt rests solely on themselves, but Jeremiah 45 tells us that corporate guilt affects whole nations and includes hardship even for those who don't share in the guilt. 2 Sam 21 is maybe the best case study for something like "reparations", but it amounts to harm for the guilty parties alone. The idea that the whole community is punished for failure to do justice to guilty individuals is coherent with the law in Deut 13 concerning corporate punishment and Israel's behavior toward Benjamin in Judges 20. It leads us to wonder what should be done if children inherit a society where justice was not done and the criminals died of natural causes. Thankfully, there's no civil penalty prescribed for total failure to do penalties, (except Deut 13 which requires an overarching society to come in judgment from outside), so the children of unjust parents aren't required to punish prior generations for failing to punish the criminals themselves. It seems God does the justice in those instances, and the kids (if any are permitted to become heads of house themselves) have the opportunity to establish a clean society by means of corporate repentance.
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I've been thinking about race and culture lately. I realize there's a distinction, but imo irl they often come coupled. I'm a white, middle-class, Christian man, and if that makes you think "this guy probably doesn't know what he's talking about when it comes to race issues", then you've proved my point. My father is from England (about 4% Choctaw), and my mother is Irish. My understanding is that my mother's family fled to the U.S. during the potato famine, but my father's family was English nobility (granted, we were living in a shelter when I was born).

My wife is Korean, and she's taught me that culture isn't something which you can just decide to adapt to. There are things which I think are "just" right or wrong, without justification, and she also has that kind of cultural absolutism built into her way of thinking in certain areas. I think everybody does. Many of our prejudices are held without us even realizing it; much of what we believe has never been articulated with words either by or to us. In fact, sometimes we even recognize where we hold some (potentially false) idea to be true, but we reject the thought of changing our minds on the topic, because things are just "so" sometimes. I think I couldn't have learned this lesson about myself without having married her -- because Korean culture is so different from U.S. culture.

Many of these biases and cultural predilections are not bad things. They are even beneficial to us; enriching our lives, adding to our sense of identity, and enabling us to describe the world in terms that make sense. "I believe ____", and, "I see ____", are healthy statements of individual actualization. Furthermore, these leanings bind us to our heritage, making us feel like part of a family that reaches far into the past. More so for her than for me, I think, but nonetheless we both have certain aspects of our heritages which we are proud to identify with.

My wife taught me this lesson, but she isn't the only person who taught it to me. Contrast realizes abstract learning. I listen to a lot of rap, hip hop, R&B, gospel, and really any African American music I can get my hands on while I work and while I drive. My dad, my brother, my grandfather, my uncle, and my cousins are drummers, and my mom was a poet -- I love the rhythms and the lyrics. I'm infatuated with their art. But there's a common theme, expressed in a way most plainly understandable to me by the artist, Propaganda. I can't pretend to speak for them, but it seems plain to me that they are upset because they don't like American culture (with good reason), and their ancestors were unjustly taken away from another culture, but it's too late to go back because they've been loosely integrated into this nation by several generations. Even if they wanted to go back, they wouldn't fit in, they wouldn't speak the language, and they might not even know what part of the continent they came from. To make matters worse, the unfortunate reality is that minorities are disproportionately impoverished in America, making it feel difficult to achieve anything at all. They want to have those ancient cultural absolutes built into their way of thinking, but they don't, and it hurts their sense of identity.

But they have something I don't have, and for which I'm jealous. They love the culture of their ancestors. Don't get me wrong, I love my immediate family's culture, and that was established by my parents; I'm not ashamed to be white by any means, nor do I feel guilty for crimes which were not committed by me. But the farther I reach back into my family history, the uglier it gets. Whether it's oppressing our neighbors, and even our brothers, stealing land and moving boundaries, adultery, prima nocta, murder, abusing scripture, hating knowledge of God, or whatever other bad thing you want to mention, we've probably done it. In fact, if justice were done rightly, then my great great great great grandparents would probably have been executed, and I never born. For that matter, if justice were done right in the land, then Saul of Tarsus probably would have been executed for murder. Should I be grateful that the law of the land was unjust? I should say not, but God worked it out for His glory and His merciful plan, and so God is good when all men are evil.

I recognize that there is a place for people groups to take responsibility for actions committed by others in their land, to cleanse the land -- it's Biblical even, that land gets polluted when innocent blood is shed on it, and the land has to be cleansed by justice, and by the repentance of its people.

So what's the practical application? What does national repentance look like, at this point?

...From my frame of reference, the obvious answer is that everyone in America should first repent of their own sins, (including the sin of unbelief), and then do away with these unjust laws which passively oppress our neighbors, implement just laws, and thereby establish a more equitable system of government.

Before I close this out, I should discuss LGBTTQQIAAP (... or is it LGBTTIQQ2SA? QUILTBAG? just LGBT? Should there really be an I or Q in there? One A or two? I just want to make sure I'm not stepping on anyone's toes) pride today because Google is highlighting it, and...you know...2 Corinthians 10:5.

They celebrate it as if it's a new thing for people to be proud of sexual deviation, but this kind of thing has been done for several millenia -- and not just by individuals hiding in their proverbial closets, but by entire nations at a time. There's nothing new about it. You see, the thing is, although they know God's law, wherein such things are so wrong as to be made capital offenses, they not only do those things themselves, but they applaud people who do likewise. (Romans 1:32)

I love my gay friends and neighbors, (says the guy who just advocated God's word, and thereby capital punishment). I'll hang out with them, and we can have a good time whenever we're together -- because everybody sins and I know that I deserve death just as much as them. But my friends know my thoughts on the matter of our sin and need for Christ. I can't be proud of their crimes with them.

Lastly, I just want to be clear, when I make fun of that movement by doing things like messing with the acronym and stuff, it's not intended as a personal attack on those individuals. I honestly think the whole idea that our sexuality is part of our identity, and the way that that is used as an anthropo-ontological argument against sexuality-based discriminatory conversation, is really a steaming heap of poorly-seasoned sophistry. There are good, rational arguments to be made for why a secular nation should be totally accepting of homosexual marriage, etc, but those arguments come with lateral consequences that should be accepted by their advocates in this movement -- namely that they leave every form of sexual gratification in a state of moral ambiguity for lack of a clear, imminent, objective moral guideline. But that is really the logical end of secularism anyway, afaict.

"Hopeless, so we all learn Swahili as if we knew we were from that region. Silly, we know, but what are you supposed to do when all you know; your closest cultural customs are similar to your captors?"

Friday, May 31, 2019

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Notes on second publish:
Turns out blogger actually tells me when this was originally published. There's like a history for it in the editor. That's pretty nice. This post was originally dropped 5/31/2019

Around that time (I am doing this from memory, and I moved very frequently to new housing situations at that time, so I'm not 100% sure...) I think I was living in Arizona still, and I was probably in Ahwatukee. Based on my attitude in the post, I believe this is from before our housing situation became a crisis.

The verbiage I used in this post has not aged well. 

In those days, I (very naively) thought that I was coining "Christian Nationalist" anew. I took it to refer to someone who believed that Christians are a distinct nation (that is, having Jesus as king, rather than whatever government happens to rule the secular environment around them). Back then, there was even a time when I elected to put "Christian Nationalist" on my drivers license as my declared political party.

Nowadays, however, I have been made aware that Christian Nationalism seems associated with race realism and prudence-legislative systems like natural law jurisprudence. I'm very much opposed to Christian Nationalism anymore.

Also, it seems that "theocrat" has recently taken on some meaning which is different from what I intend. I often see it used by people who advocate a human Christian monarch other than Christ, or a state enforced denomination. I am opposed to both of those things.

The uncommon pejorative "Christofascist" does not seem to have caught on with any popular groups. Insofar as I take it to mean that Christ has authority by virtue of his ontological position relative to ourselves, I am still comfortable with the term.

The term "theonomist" has become an umbrella term for various groups which claim to respect God's law in the Bible. I like the term, but it is unfortunately misleading because of the relative prevalence of Christian Nationalists who call themselves theonomists. It's not enough for me to say "I'm a lancastrian theonomist", because people don't get it. I don't think there is a term for my position which can be readily discerned by laypeople to sum up my position ("non-legislative" is pretty good, but it's such a mouthful that it seems to go over people's heads without entering).

Based on my comments about proposed anti-abortion laws being unjust by failing to demand accountability from fathers, I think that I had not yet adopted my present form of Christian separatism (maybe this is the term I should adopt?). I was still basically arguing for legislation. I hint at it in the post, ("the Bible is a complete system"), but I don't know if I had fully realized the implications of that systematization. You can't hold men accountable justly without Biblical forced marriages or bride prices. You can hardly force a marriage without regulating divorce, and can't enforce a Biblical bride price without something to account for nonpayment (i.e. Biblical slavery). You can't have Biblical slavery without Biblical protections against battery and the jubilee release of slaves. You can't have Biblical release of slaves without Biblical land laws. You can't have the Biblical land laws and Biblical protections without Biblical judicial structures. And so on and so on.

So, basically, I'm an abolitionist. I'm opposed to incrementalism, but not just to incrementalism in abortion legislation. I'm opposed to incrementalism as an approach to the total government.
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Listening to the classics today:


That song always gets me pumped to be more open about my faith. Every time I hear this, it makes me wanna go buy a shirt with the words "Theocrat, Theonomist, Christofascist, Christian Nationalist" on it and wear it everywhere.

I revived Fido the Spider. He died with Flash a long time ago, but Bunny Hero Labs recently(?) made an option for sites that don't use flash. He's not interactive anymore, but it's good to see him hanging out in the corner of my blog again. Maybe someday they'll make him interactive without flash 😵.

Also, been thinking more about my epistemological argument. I think I struggle a lot with describing the form of the argument. What I present isn't, "here's the proof that solipsism is wrong". In fact, I think I injure my argument by referencing solipsism at all.

Rather, perhaps the only way to approach the argument is by asking, "If it is true that we are able to know things, what possible scenario can there be to justify our knowledge of the truth?" or "Describe a world wherein we have a justified awareness of the fact that we are able to justify knowledge of truth. What must be true in that world?"

I've also been thinking hard about my views on Christian Nationalism. The more I consider my circumstance and the world, the more my feelings about the issue become a mix of discouragement at my own inability to affect change and encouragement at the changes I see happening slowly around me.

I know I've talked about this several times now, but...

I keep an eye on Apologia's ministry, which I believe is a good ministry, and for which I'm thankful. Lately, Apologia has noted several pro-choice people arguing that there must be "other" changes made to the law before abortion can be illegal. They propose changes such as an increase in the availability of contraceptives, so I disagree with them on that point... (I don't have anything against contraceptives, but I think that only married people should be using them, so I don't think they help this argument)... But those pro-choice people are right that other changes must be made in conjunction with making abortion illegal. In fact, the Bible spends quite a bit of ink discussing the various relationships in which a woman may be with the father of her children, what legal responsibilities the father has towards her, and what moral responsibilities society has toward her. Indeed, if we simply made abortion illegal today, without those other laws, we would do injustice to the woman.

The Bible is a complete and interdependent system, and so we can't pretend to do ultimate justice by protecting children while neglecting justice to the mother. With respect to the civil law, yes, abortion should be made illegal immediately, AND also, fathers should be held legally accountable according to Biblical principles immediately. I'm convinced that we shoot ourselves in the foot by pushing for one without the other.

But when we implement just requirements on fathers, and just restrictions on parents, namely that they cannot murder their unborn children, we must also implement other codes which shape society in a way that enables those requirements on parents to make sense. Again, the Bible is a complete system. It doesn't make sense to implore the U.S. government to legislate partial justice.

That said, I would never tell Apologia to stop what they're doing. The deaths of those children are tragic, and should certainly be stopped.

The reason I brought up the abortion topic was to give an example of a place where nonChristians are slowly approaching scriptural standards -- not because of the efforts of Christians, but in spite of the efforts of Christians. The Bible says that God will do it by means of His own Zeal, for His Name's Sake, which His people have slandered among the nations. I am confident that God will do it, and I'm humbled by my inability to affect it with my own power. Nevertheless, I will wait for my opportunity, and perhaps God will show me the open door to establish a place governed by His precepts (entirely), or perhaps God will give me the opportunity to impress upon some other person, more blessed than I, the superior equity and beauty of God's perfect law.

Again, I've made that argument several times, but it's still fresh on my mind. I would like to give it to Apologia and get their thoughts sometime soon. I doubt they would disagree with me about the inconsistency in their approach, but no kind person is immune to their own emotions, and the murder of all those babies can't be allowed to continue if they have anything to say about it.

"There is nothing hidden that will not be disclosed."

Wednesday, May 1, 2019

I've been asked a couple of times about the Sabbath and Lord's Day recently. Why do we worship on the Lord's Day instead of the Sabbath? Why don't we observe the Sabbath religiously? What does it mean that Jesus is the Sabbath Lord? How did Jesus Fulfill the Sabbath? Why was breaking the Sabbath a capital offense in the OT? Here's how I understand all this:

The Sabbath is called "God's Rest" in scripture. There are a few other things with that name in Scripture, among them the Promised Land and Heaven (Heb 3 to 4). Old Testament Israel was built around acting out physical ceremonies in order to reflect spiritual realities (Heb 10:1, Col 2:17). In the case of the Sabbath, they were reflecting the end of God's Work on earth (Gen 2:2-3), and God's Rest in heaven which will be shared with us after the end of the world. Following the metaphor, in the OT, to reject the Sabbath physically would have been (by reflection) like rejecting heaven spiritually; a rejection of God's rest and peace. So the physical death penalty in the OT is an appropriate reflection of the spiritual death penalty which follows a rejection of God's salvation and peace with God (Ex 31:12-17).

When Israel was on its way to the promised land, they rejected God and hardened their hearts. So God said about them, "they will never enter my rest", and made them wander in the desert until that generation was gone. The psalmist later says about this, "Today, if you hear his voice, do not harden your hearts as Israel did in the wilderness". Hebrews 3:7-4:13 cites both of these passages, and makes a connection between them, saying "As long as it is called today, encourage one another so that you don't harden your hearts". Then saying, "We who have believed enter that rest" and "God set aside a certain day, calling it 'today'", and, "there remains for some to enter that rest". So believers enter into that rest, and those elect who have not yet believed will enter it later. The new day of entering into God's rest, in the New Covenant, is every day that we call "today", so basically every day. Every day is the Sabbath for Christians. We are called to strive to enter into God's rest every day, and keep every day holy.

But then why Sunday? And why do we work? Saturday is the sabbath, but Christians worship on Sunday. When Jesus died and rested in death through the sabbath, he rose again on the third day, (Easter Sunday). The church fathers wrote that they chose to worship on Sunday as a celebration of Jesus's resurrection. Jesus killed our sin, which bound us in slavery to the flesh, by dying and staying dead through the sabbath, and he rose again on Sunday, raising us to life with him.

In this new life we received, we are no longer slaves to the flesh, and so we aren't subjected to the same kind of work that we were previously bound to. We continue to work (Col 3:23), but it is restful work under our new master. Jesus says, "my burden is light, and my yoke is easy" (Matt 11:28-30), and Paul wrote, "the peace of God which surpasses all understanding will guard your heart and mind" (Phil 4:7). The sabbath rest in the New Covenant is that spiritual rest in Jesus Christ, which we receive by the influence of the Holy Spirit in our hearts.

So Christians are called to observe the sabbath every day by resting in the comfort of our master, Jesus. His father, who has adopted us, provides for our every need (Matt 6:25-34), so that now rather than "living by the sweat on our brow" (Gen 3:19) in a cursed state of existence, we live in Christ as new creations, born again into spiritual purity and eternal life. So we have no worries; no concern; no struggle in this life, except to love our God in a way worthy of the name Christian.

"Either you're born twice and die once, or you're born once and die twice."

Wednesday, April 17, 2019

I want to be as sure as possible that nobody gets the wrong idea about what I advocate, and what being a Christian Nationalist means to me in practice....  but I really wish I had someone like-minded to talk me through some of this and help me flesh out these ideas... Some of this gets really complicated, and I have to walk my mind through from scratch to my conclusions over and over in order that I don't forget why I believe these things.

In this post, I'm going to walk through one such train-of-thought. This is, real-time, me confusing myself and then reminding myself about why I believe what I believe.

When I talk about Biblical civil laws and their penalties, I recognize that in large part, for any person or group in America to enforce those penalties would be to violate U.S. Law.

The question is not whether we ought to have a Christian government with laws that directly conform with scripture. By any imminent definition of "ought", we ought to. In fact, we are in an awkward position because there is no such Christian government on earth. There is no civil authority to execute justice justly.

As I've written before, we do have the church government, which is structurally similar (if not identical in some churches) to the Biblical civil government, and in many ways the church government is functionally identical to the system of judges in the OT. However, consider this: as I've established in prior posts, we are not to file lawsuits against our brothers and sisters in Christ according to the normal civil means. However, no such injunction exists for the "foreigner" (with respect to covenant Israel, the foreigner is the nonbeliever), and the law says multiple times, "you shall have the same law for the foreigner as for the native born" (Exodus 12:49; Leviticus 19:34, 24:22; Numbers 15:29; Deuteronomy 10:19).

We have so carefully impressed in our minds a difference between the role of church and the role of state. This difference is indeed Biblical inasmuch as the judicial government in Scripture was distinguished from the priesthood. But what does it mean, then, that the priesthood is fulfilled in Christ? Biblically speaking, what is the church if not the full body of believing people, physically indistinguishable from the people themselves? And if that is the case, can a government be anything if not composed of people? Doesn't it mean that the NT "church" is not the "priesthood" in that sense, and so the distinction is moot in the New Covenant?

Suppose we decide that the church government is suddenly the in-force civil government for Christians. Wouldn't the consequence be that we thereafter go to the church for civil issues regarding the foreigners living among us? After all, if Jesus is King over earth right now, (and he is, Matthew 28:18), then it is not us who live as foreigners among them, in their land, but they who live among us, in Christ's land. And then what? Penalize ignorant strangers for crimes against God's law according to God's civil penalties, and thereby start a war with the secular government of the land we're living in? No way! We would make ourselves seem no better than radical Muslims!

No, the NT church in the days of the apostles was surrounded by Roman lawlessness, and they conducted no such violent action in the name of justice -- neither should we. Thus, there is something seriously and dangerously wrong with the above chain of reasoning.

Why didn't the apostles immediately establish a community executing just laws? It's because they had a higher priority task, as do we. They were sent to make disciples of all nations, teaching and baptizing them in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Given the injunction to not file civil suit against your brother in Christ, how could they even practice such a government among Christians alone?

So we suppose that working to establish an independent or sovereign state with its own civil system in the midst of a secular nation is not high enough on the Christian priority list to fight for it. However, given the option to establish either a just law or an unjust law, we are compelled to choose the just in accordance with God's statutes. And, given the option to formulate our own system of government, we may only choose the best, which is God's government.

What then do we make of the commandment to rescue those going to slaughter? And when do zealous, active forms of civil disobedience become justified?

Guys, I have no idea.  For lack of an independent and sovereign Christian Nation, I don't see true justice succeeding in the law of the land. Only, I'm talking to an empty room! There's nobody else like me as far as I can tell! Even apologia now seeks rather to "restore america to the Constitution" somehow as if that is similar to restoring America to the Bible directly. And even if I had a following, there's no available land in the world! Where can we establish ourselves? Antarctica? I'm certain God would bless his faithful with abundance even there... but the means by which such a Christian nation would be established are so overwhelmingly wild in my mind, and my heart so discouraged by the apparent lack of people interested in God's standards of justice, that I struggle to see how any such place could come into existence.

Wait wait wait... let's examine that commandment given to the apostles again: "Go and make disciples of all nations." What if the progress of the Christian church is not just to make disciples of groups of people, but to take secular nations and establish such a large group of believers there that they conform to God's law because of the people's desire to submit to God? After all, any true believer will acknowledge that God is just, and so isn't it natural that Christians will love God's law and seek to conform our civil laws to its statutes?

The conclusion is, in fact, that we are already at war with the rulers and authorities -- the government -- of the land we live in, but it isn't a war with flesh and blood, and we fight not with weapons of this world. On the contrary, our weapons have divine power to demolish strongholds. We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ. And we will be ready to punish every act of disobedience, once our obedience is complete. (Ephesians 6:10-16; 2 Corinthians 10:4-6)

That path to achieving civil justice feels much further out of my reach, because my life is surely too short to see so many people converted and a nation become established in that way... it's much more easy to imagine the Christian Nation coming into existence slowly.

Then again, in scripture we regularly see God accomplishing the impossible by means of the unexpected:
God promises to make Abraham a great nation, and fulfills it by giving him a single son in his old age; God saves many nations by making an imprisoned slave into a king overnight; God rescues a trapped Israel by putting a tornado of fire behind them and parting the sea in front of them; God brings down the high court of the philistines by strengthening a slave whose eyes had been gouged out; God saves exiled Israel from genocide by revealing that the queen of Persia herself came from Israel; God brings the Messiah into a cursed royal bloodline by means of a virgin birth;

God infuriates all Israel by healing their sick; God wins the battle by dying; God proves his ultimate supremacy by simply being alive.

Perhaps God will establish justice in our land during my lifetime.... How I hope and long for it.

"Your kingdom come. Your will be done on earth, as it is in heaven."

Friday, April 12, 2019

Alright! Time to talk about blasphemy and free speech. In my previous blog we looked at the nature of Treason, and what little activity can instigate accusations of treason in the United States. Today, I first want to briefly tack on to my previous post some information about freedom of speech in the U.S., then I will say a little about the Christian worldview background for this post, and then I'll dig into some passages from scripture.

Lots of people like to complain that we're losing our right to free speech in the U.S.. While it's true that police enforcement sometimes either ignores or is ignorant of the nature of our rights (link), the fact is, the Supreme court still recognizes that the speech which needs protecting most is the speech we hate (another link). Unfortunately, that's not how universities in the U.S. seem to see things (another link). I can only imagine that the establishment of "free speech zones" and "safe spaces" are a result of popular opinions about hate speech.

Last thing before I get into the verses, let me give some Biblical worldview-background for the topic:

Christians believe that there is a fate much worse than anything that can happen while we are alive in the flesh, and much worse than any death we may experience thereof. The worst possible thing that can ever happen to anyone is that they be sent to hell. Hell being real, and the Kingdom of God being the nation to which believers first owe allegiance, we find ourselves in a literal war against all false gods. If someone leads a man away from Christianity, then that man is a casualty of the worst kind. It is better for a man to die a martyr than for him to leave Christianity, because those who die apart from Christ get hell. (Point of order: Christians can't martyr other Christians.)

That shouldn't be shocking to anyone. It's no secret that this is what Christians believe, and Christians still make up more than 1/3 of the population of the U.S. (indeed, nearly 1/3 of the population of the whole world is Christian). Side note: Bernie Sanders made a hilarious fool of himself when he pretended that Christianity was un-American (the video).

So, on to the Biblical laws themselves. There are four kinds of speech against which God imposes civil law; all others are ignored by the law (and, by extension, all others are protected from civil sanction). As we get into this, ask yourself, "Do I really believe what the Bible says about hell and our war with the devil?" and "Is God just?"

The first civil law is about bearing false witness in court; I mention it here only to complete the list of laws about speech. If someone is falsely accused in court, then the false witness receives the penalty that the defendant would have received if he was found guilty (Deut 19:16-19). We try to do something similar with our laws about lying under oath; only the penalty isn't anywhere near as scary.

The other three laws are about blasphemy, proselytizing for false gods, and false prophesy, which I argue are the spiritual equivalents to our laws about treason. Treason is to aid the enemies of America; blasphemy and proselytizing for false gods aids the enemies of humanity and of the Kingdom of God. Christians, remember that you are first citizens of the Kingdom of God.

Blasphemy is discussed in Matthew 12:31, Mark 3:28-29, Luke 12:10, and Leviticus 24. Leviticus is the only one of these verses which talks about the civil implications of the law, and the penalty is death. The rule is straight-forward; anyone who blasphemes the Name (YHWH) is put to death. It makes sense, given that Christians are defined by their love for God; this is almost identical to proselytizing for false gods.

Proselytizing is discussed in Deuteronomy 13:6-18, and again, the penalty is death. Note, though, that there are two specific cases given here. The first is where an Israelite calls people to go after other gods, and the second is where an entire town rejects God.

In the first case, if an Israelite calls people after other gods, then it can only mean that he was an Israelite at the time when he called them after other gods. That is to say, since we know that Israel is composed of the children of the promise (Romans 9:6-9), this is a citizen of God's kingdom who performs the proselytizing for other gods. There is no law restricting foreigners (non-believers) from proselytizing, unless they are very successful. In the same way, America doesn't execute emissaries from their enemies as soon as they set-foot on American soil.

However, in the second case, it only says "if you hear that troublemakers have arisen among you and have led people of their town astray, saying 'let us go and worship other gods' (gods you have not known)". The troublemakers are not identified as either Israelite or non-Israelite. Thus, this law applies if foreigners are the troublemakers, but it only applies if the town follows after them. The town is viewed as an invasive force or a cessation from the Union. America rolled tanks over Waco when they tried to declare independence, and that's pretty much exactly what the Bible is calling for. Once a town identifies as Christian, it is a part of the Kingdom, and the law enforces that it should remain Christian. That said, I don't see any injunction in here to hunt down people who flee the city prior to this siege; I imagine that a good Israelite would flee the town as soon as they saw it begin to turn away from God in a big way.

The last law pertains to false prophets. Relevant passages can be found in Deut 12, Jer 23, Jer 29, and Ezek 13. Again, this is a straight-forward law. The prophet comes, claiming to be an Israelite, but calling Israel after false gods. The civil penalty is death.

Laws against treason protect the lives of American citizens, and they protect the American nation from falling apart due to internal division and disunity. The laws against blasphemy and proselytizing after false gods protect the eternal souls of Christians, and they protect the Christian nation from falling apart due to internal division (on non-adiaphoral issues mind you) and disunity.

That's it!

"That book doesn't describe anything."

Thursday, March 28, 2019

I wrote this blog a few weeks ago, and I've been sitting on it, because I didn't want to commit myself to doing the comparison I promise at the end here. But then the Mueller report came out, and I figure I should go ahead and post this before it loses its relevance.

Today I want to talk about treason.

According to Title 18, U.S. Code Section 2381, the maximum penalty for treason in the United States is death, and the minimum penalty is either five years in a cage or $10,000, depending on how much you value your time. Treason is defined in the law as being when someone "owing allegiance to the United States, levies war against them or adheres to their enemies, giving them aid and comfort within the United States or elsewhere".

So there are three key actions qualifying as treason: "levies war against [the U.S.]", "adheres to their enemies", and "giving [enemies] aid and comfort". Having done some looking around, I concluded that "adhere" and "aid" don't have a explicit legal definitions outside of their commonly understood meaning. So, a more complete understanding of treason requires a definition of the term "War". According to Title 18, USC Section 2331(4),

The term "act of war" means any act occurring in the course of -- (A)declared war; (B)armed conflict, whether or not war has been declared, between two or more nations; or (C)armed conflict between military forces of any origin.
In order to understand that, it would be nice to have a clear definition of "military force". I couldn't find a positive definition, but Title 18 happened to have a negative definition in USC Section 2331(6).

The term "military force" does not include any person that -- (A)has been designated as a -- (i)foreign terrorist organization by the Secretary of State under section 210 of the Immigration and Nationality Act (8 U.S.C 1189); or (ii)specially designated global terrorist (as such term is defined in section 594.310 of title 31, Code of Federal Regulations) by the Secretary of State or the Secretary of the Treasury; or (B)has been determined by the court to not be a “military force”.
Honestly, not that helpful, but based on the definitions I found in a few dictionaries, I'd say it's safe to summarily qualify a military force as "an organized group of armed persons, serving as part of a larger military group", where a "military group" would be any group existing for the purpose of carrying out military (violent, either defensive or aggressive) action.

If you do a Google image search for the word, "treason", on the day that I post this, you'll see several caricatures of Donald Trump. The accusation against him is that he colluded with Russia, by means of verbal communication, to undermine the democratic election process here in the U.S.. Whether or not that qualifies as "adhering to the U.S.'s enemies" is not a matter I'm prepared to determine, but given that Russia does not appear to be an enemy of Trump, and in spite of his failures Trump seems to have benefited the economy here, and he is the de facto figurehead of the United States, I lean toward supposing that Russia isn't an enemy, per se. Now, again, whether or not Russia "should" be our enemy is something that I don't quite know how to answer, for lack of Russian troops actively killing Americans on American soil. If Russian meddling by means of a mostly-unverified mix of true and false internet words is an attempt to undermine our democracy, and if anyone attempting to undermine democracy by means of their words is an enemy of the U.S., then I think we would find that many Americans fit the description "enemy". But we protect the free speech of those individuals on the grounds that they are American, and I've never heard anyone propose that we impeach an American president based on the fact that some or most of his followers spread lies on the internet. I'll do what the rest of the media does and avoid talking about whether or not those "lies" are actually "truths" and the opposition's ideas are actually mistaken.

For the record, I, here, with my words, oppose the notion that an American should have more right to share words online, whether the words are knowingly true or false, than any other group of humans, simply on the grounds that those humans are from another part of the world. Suppose the group of people disingenuously spreading true or false information about Hillary or Trump in order to affect the elections were all from Ohio [arbitrarily]. Wouldn't we just call them an activist group? What if they were all SJWs?

For the sake of time, I'm going to close out this post... But I wrote this blog intending to devote a future blog to a closely related topic: blasphemy. I want to eventually compare U.S. feelings and legislation regarding treason, hate-speech, and falsehood to Biblical Law regarding blasphemy, freedom of religion, and freedom of speech.

"...created an opportunity for scammers, given a voice to those who spread hatred, and made all kinds of crime easier to commit."

Friday, March 8, 2019

Baby is still cute. Not much to report there. Chowon still working hard. Good mom; good wife. We're tired.

Today I want to talk about Platonic Forms. The reason I originally decided to read the Republic was to learn about Forms and find out for myself whether the refutation of them that I've heard is accurate.

First, I want to encourage my nonexistent readers to do as I have done. Why read me (or anyone else) telling you about Platonic Forms when you can go read Plato himself? The fact that people are writing about Plato's works means that Plato's works are available to read and criticize. It's the same with any other person. The realization that these works are not out of my reach, and that they are written in common English, struck me like lightning after I graduated college. I've been consuming ancient authors ever since. I recommend it to everyone. It's easy! Don't be intimidated by it!

Alright, now the main point of this post. The problem Plato was trying to solve is the distinction between external objects and our internal understanding of them. He frames it in terms of the One and the Many, which is to ask how we can identify many different types of a thing by means of the same descriptor. For example, there are many different kinds of tables, but we know them all to be of the type "table". Only, we experience much difficulty attempting to describe the perfect representation of a table, in order to apply that to any object and identify it as such (using tables as an example). This is closely related to the issue about how we can identify and accurately classify any true information about the world external to us.

Plato argues that the way we are able to classify an external thing is by referencing our sensory data against a set of perfect forms which exist in our minds. These forms were created by the gods and placed in nature so that we have them in our minds. Furthermore, he says that the gods created just one of each of these forms because they wanted to be able to claim responsibility for having generated the first and most perfect object of every type. For example, we see some platformed object and identify it as a table by comparing it against the perfect form of a table, which some god invented and placed in our minds.

The problem with Plato's theory is that the gods themselves are only identifiable inasmuch as they, themselves, conform to the natural form of a god. So the form "god" had to exist before the first god. But the forms are not self-existent; they are created. Therefore, the gods cannot be ultimate, because they are members of the type described by the Platonic Form 'god'; but the forms cannot be ultimate, because they are created by the gods. It is impossible that a god created the perfect form of a god, because the god's own existence is prerequisite to the form's existence. But then, since forms are created, who created the perfect form of a god? As far as I know, Plato offers no answer for this. So, while there may be some merit to the theory as a tool, it is not a complete epistemological framework. This kind of paradox is symptomatic of a failing system, perhaps due to a faulty premise.

This problem is solved in Christianity (get ready for the super-abridged summary) by abandoning the idea that a "perfect form" exists on its own as an abstract object. Instead, I think we would say that types of things are differentiated according to their compliance with abstract and imperfect forms which we ourselves create, and that the means by which we create those abstract forms is by partitioning and arranging a universal set of "building blocks" (that's not a formal term. I just now came up with calling them 'blocks' in order to illustrate my point). The building blocks are applied logical rules, and we are aware of these rules because they are imbued to us by God. God did not create the rules, and the rules don't exist on their own apart from God; they simply describe God's nature. God has always continually embodied all logical laws perfectly. They are expressions of his unchanging character. We apply them incompletely because of our nature, and we know them incompletely because of our nature; our nature is that we are created in the image of God, containing in our minds an incomplete embodiment of those rules. So, we generate abstractions by applying self-references to our sensory data, and our self-references are references to an expression of God's own qualities, his image in us. In this way, inasmuch as we are correctly applying the logical laws which we contain in ourselves, our self-references are effectively references to an external standard: God's character.

OK, last thing, I am digging into political activism groups around Arizona to learn how activism is done in the U.S.. I've begun to explore Represent-Us, and look into my options for vocalizing opinions to the local legislature. I'm exploring the options, but I have not clarified in my mind what level of involvement is conscionable to me. I'll ramble about it here when I've dug deeper into it.

ETA almost forgot to quote something.

"Like a gentleman stranded on an island populated by a race of indiginous butlers."

Tuesday, March 5, 2019

Baby is growing! He's in the 99th percentile for length, and he's right in the healthy middle for weight gain. Chowon is an excellent mom, and her condition is improving, but she still has some serious joint pain.

I just finished book 8 of The Republic. I had to listen to it a few times, because I listen at work and it was dense. Eventually I had a less taxing task to accomplish, and I was able to focus better on it. It was a little bit upsetting to listen to Plato's observations about the demise of his contemporary democracies. America, being a sort of democratic republic, appears to be constantly in the state of being probed for weaknesses leading to the same sort of destruction that Plato describes.

A sweeping summary: the lowest financial class, fearing that members of the highest financial class seek to become oligarchs, (though he notes that the highest class does not necessarily seek to change the system through which they have become wealthy), enlist the middle and most politically active class to "squeeze" the upper class for resources. The upper class therefore does the only sensible thing: they use what influence and wealth they have to take steps to protect their own property. Who wouldn't? These steps, however, make them seem even more like aspiring oligarchs, and serve only to inflame the people against them. The lower and middle class incite fear in one another against the upper class, pressing them harder, forcing them to protect themselves with more serious measures, until the upper class has become oligarchs in reality. At that time, the lower and middle class, remembering freedom, naturally congregate around a political figure, who they imagine will protect them against the oligarchy. That figure, in doing so, becomes accustomed to forcibly destroying what are essentially his fellow men. Every oligarch he overthrows finds him more powerful than before, and his unbridled support is contingent on him maintaining a continuous war against wealth, and eventually against the middle class, becoming the enemy of anyone he can identify as the most wealthy and the most happy. Over time, his actions become recognizably deplorable, and the only way for him to maintain power is by delegating influence to whatever group of people were previously the most impoverished and uneducated. By means of this group of people, he is able to subjugate the rest of the nation. Tyranny.

I hardly did justice to Plato with that paragraph. Read it yourself.

If I am to agree with Plato, (and on many points in his Republic I have disagreed so far), then the various movements concerned with redistributing the wealth owned by "the 1%-ers" (remember "Occupy Wall Street") attempt to be the catalyst for this kind of change, and we may see this change in a matter of just a few generations if America continues to be shaped by those movements. It's true that, not being a pure democracy, we have several safeguards in place to prevent that, but it seems to me that laws are changed in America as soon as they are perceived to be "out-of-date", with the same carelessness that the Bible is rejected on the grounds that it was written by "bronze age goat herders". If people disagree with a law on principle,  then they overthrow the law rather than reevaluate their principles.  Naturally, if that is the case, then Plato's other points follow, and the only way to prevent this is by widespread education about the philosophical grounds for a republic over any other form of government.

But I've been through the public school system. I never even heard of Plato's Republic until just less than a year ago -- not that Plato's Republic, specifically, is the thing that people must learn, but why rewrite a book that's already been written? Why did I have to read "The Kite Runner", but not Josephus? Why did I have to recite the pledge of allegiance, but never read "Civil Disobedience"? Why did I learn about Confucius, but never his thoughts? Why did I learn about Karl Marx, but never take a critical eye to his Manifesto? Why did I learn about Rome, but not Tertulian? Why did I learn about Babylon, but not Israel? Why did I learn about Hitler's attempts at eugenics, but never Margaret Sanger's? Why did I learn about Europe, but never learn about the reformation? Why did I have to learn about postmodernism, but never hear any credibility given to the concept of absolute truth? Why did I have to study 3-point "persuasive speaking", but never learn to recognize logical fallacies? Why did I have to study Hammurabi, but never Moses? Which one established a more successful government?

I don't think we're equipping people to protect their freedom. Our education system, though apparently so heavily influenced by platonic thought, fails its goal of protecting the republic. Plato's republic is sustained by education,  and Plato's education is supported by the republic.  Without one, the other dies.

God help me.  How can I protect my child from these schools?

 [Sometime later, finishing this blog on my phone now]

Speaking of Parenthood, SPOILERS!!! Chowon and I have been watching that series on Netflix these days. It was really good up until season 4, when Drew's girlfriend hired an assassin to kill their baby. But we gave it a chance,  hoping it wouldn't get worse, and we just completed season 5.  Everybody is having sex all the time now.  Drew is in college and is heart-warmingly encouraged by the men in his life to have sex with as many girls as possible.  Haddie is lesbian. Joel and Julia are separated but not divorced, and Julia is sleeping with some guy who the audience doesn't even know really, and all the other ladies are telling her that it's a good thing, expressly because she hadn't slept with enough different men in her life. Sarah is all over the place. Amber is pregnant by a guy who just moved away and broke off their engagement (#consequences). The doctors, after spitting on Hippocrates' grave, offered to kill Amber's baby for her, since she's not married. They sold the family house.... and did I forget anything... oh! If the show is all I have to go on,  than apparently Christians believe that you can't be saved unless you were baptized as a baby.  Not sure if I want to to see how the one "Christian" character in this show handles Haddie. It's gonna be like watching a surgery! Do they paint us as intolerable bigots who can't even be nice to someone who has a gender identity issue,  or do they paint us as jellyfish with no convictions?  Because so far,  pop media has made it seem like you're only either one or the other of those. Maybe they'll surprise me! I'd stop watching it, but Chowon likes shows about relationship drama, and that's what this feels like now.

Dang it Bill Cosby! Why did you have to go and ruin the one good show about family values!?!?

Oh well. That's it for tonight.

"Neither will I administer a poison to anybody when asked to do so, nor will I suggest such a course. Similarly I will not give to a woman a pessary to cause abortion. But I will keep pure and holy both my life and my art."
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