It's two o clock

Tonight I feel like I am caught up in a lot of drama. I'm not going to write it.

However, speaking of drama. I think I want to ask someone out, but I am afraid. It's weird with these things. If she says no, then I still want to be friends, but then she might always think "but he still likes me", and I don't want that. Also, I don't want to be just another LeTU guy who likes a girl who doesn't like him back. I wish girls would let you know when they liked you. If I knew she would say yes, then I would ask her without thinking twice.

Girls just give me headaches. I can't win.. especially here. It seems like the gentlemanly thing for the guy to make the first move, but if he is wrong, he is a creeper, and since the girl can't make the first move, there is almost no way of knowing, and he is left with like a 50 50 decision, which isn't something that you want to hang a really nice friendship on. It isn't who you think.

"The silence isn't breaking."