Today I didn't really do my physics. I mean, I got it done, but I got most of the formulas from a friend. Also, I have been going to simple English Wikipedia more recently. :) Right now, I am trying to hold a conversation with a friend and blog at the same time. It isn't really working out. I think I will stop blogging for a sec....

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Ok. what else. Oh! I am going to put up my laundry really soon.

Today I went to Spear Chapel to pray, and my piano teacher was there, getting lessons from her teacher (because there is always a bigger fish?). I kinda knew she would be there, but I didn't really. --Right now he's talking about why he likes his girl. These things are always interesting-- So I prayed, and I made a point of praying for her. I have tried to do that every time I pray, because she has been a real good friend to me. When I got done I came out, and she was still there, but her teacher wasn't. I told her she was really good, and asked her about what she was learning. She is really good. She made a face, like an exaggerated smile, and I couldn't get what it meant, but I noticed it, for a split second. We both wanted to say something when I left, I think. I stopped at the door and called back if she was going to hootenanny, and she said yeah, and on my way out she asked if I was going to dinner. I was, and she said she'd come. it was real nice.

I feel like I am writing in really point-by-point sentences right now, and I don't like it. I'l blame it on the conversation happening behind me.

So anyway, she said I aught to sit with her floor more often, and I think I will :). She owes me another haircut, too.

There is something I am refusing to acknowledge.. that is, I recognize it's existence, but I am denying that it has meaning... I guess I can't really write about it, can I?

I just retold the story about a girl to the guys in here, and teared up alittle. My friend was asking. I am almost sure that she doesn't think much about it.

Then we had hootenanny, which went really well, except one of our signs was upside down (which turned out to be great anyways). Most of the acts were really funny, and afterwards the dean of students proposed to his girl. I was shocked for a good ten minutes at the end. The end was just such a great surprise! Then the guys from my skit had cookies, courtesy of "JAH"'s mom and dad. They were delicious. Then, we went and saw the dean of students get thrown into the pond (as congratulations for his proposal and the "yes").

:) I am going to say hi to the people who were in my act whenever I see them. They all were really cool.

There's a girl here who I had a crush on for a few days starting like a week ago, but then I decided against it. Yeah, she is really pretty and smart (it probably isn't who you think), and yeah she is a good Christian, with a classic style, but she doesn't look at me much, and I think she is just as much chased by other guys. She is "out of my league".... that is, not that any other girl I would like is any less for being perceived as dateable.

Right now, I am working on balancing my thoughts. The idea is what you think about controls your actions. I want my thoughts to be on God constantly, and even when I think about school, I want my motives to revolve around learning ->so that I can glorify God. I think that as long as our motives are in the right place and we aren't sinning, using our gifts, even if we aren't directly using them for ministry (though we should always try to do that), is glorifying to God. Lately, I have felt like I want to do all I can to praise God, and I feel like I just can't do enough. I don't mean that in a negative way, just like, I keep doing and doing, I can't do enough.