So I found this totally bad-A picture online the other day. The context in which I found it wasn't so good (it was used along with a description of black liberation theology -- which is honestly kindof scary... for that matter, plain liberation theology is almost equally as scary). Really, though. The picture scares me alittle. Just think of the imagery behind that. What it means. The implication that Jesus was furious with us while he was on the cross is terrifying. As if, while Jesus was complacent on the outside he was prying himself off the cross in spirit. I don't think I agree, but the picture is still awesome. It is called "The Suffering of Christ" by Guido Rocha. It is meant to help Christians cope with hardcore issues by emphasizing the suffering of Christ on the cross so that they can identify with it. .... I don't know about you, but I don't find this picture very comforting (but again, I think it's awesome).

Today I slept in alittle, because I don't have early classes on friday, and I skipped Computer science because it was a Work Day on the syllabus (which means I would just be asking questions about the homework, and I can do the homework just fine. I have issues with the quizzes, and I can't really ask about them because I don't know what will be covered on them until they arrive. They ask so much about coding theory, which is good to know. That kind of thing makes you a more comprehensive programmer, but it's hard for me to grasp enough to even ask intelligent questions.

I took a discrete math quiz today, and I think I did really well. It was on lists, functions, arrays, and boolean operators. On the way back from that I saw this girl who I have noticed here and there, but I don't know who she is. I plan to try to get the courage to go talk to her as soon as I can talk.

I need to go to sleep earlier next week. Hopefully my teachers won't assign so much homework. Next weekend I will finally get all the parts i need to get my ps3 up and running. I am going to spend a good portion of the weekend playing FFXIII. I don't plan on playing it much during the week. Maybe like an hour or two every other day when I don't have homework.

My friend who dyed his hair with me is dating the girl who helped us now. I think I mentioned that before. They are getting really serious really fast. As soon as I can talk, I am going to talk to him about it. He is a good friend of mine, and it will be kindof a "just lookin out for ya" kind of talk. I will try to keep it from coming across as rude, but I think he will understand where I am coming from. I'm just gonna tell him I think he should be careful. He aught to know as well as I do that once you get momentum like that, it's hard to slow down when you get to the line's you've drawn. Then again, it's different for everyone. With my previous girlfriends I took things almost unreasonably slow. (I've only had maybe 4, but they were good girls. I stayed with each of them for a pretty long time, and I still have alot of respect for all of them.) Maybe he is more confident in his own self control than I am.

I've noticed that most of my blogs recently have started on really depressing notes. I haven't noticed the tone with which they have ended. After this blog, I plan on fixing that. Even if I feel the need to push my negative thoughts out of my head first, I am going to write those, then move them down and write the positive parts of my day above them. (Unless for some reason I think that my exact train of thought in that particular blog is important. That happens sometimes).