I am drifting in and out of a dream right now. It's a good dream, about a long time ago. Makes me miss my old friends. Nobody I've mentioned here before.

I am doing physics right now. I have one more problem. I have spent 30 minutes drawing a free body diagram, and I haven't even gotten to drawing the forces which aren't explicitly mentioned in the problem. It's not because it's hard. I know how to do this problem... conservation of momentum.. simple. mv[ai]=mv[bf]cos(theta). then, the direction.... that's just an angle. tan^(-1)(mv*sin(theta)/mv*cos(theta)) oh look at that. the mv and sin/cos cancel out. its tan(-1)(v/v). I am doing this wrong. I can't think hard enough to match up my work with the professor's online help.

I went to practice piano tonight and didn't get to. A guy and a girl were there. I couldn't tell what they were doing, but I am sure it wasn't anything bad.

In fact, I am going to go back and see if there is still anyone there. It is 1:30 in the morning, I have a final tomorrow at 3. If I get in an hour of piano practice, I can get 8 hours of sleep and it will only be 10:30AM. Shoot, I can get 10 hours of sleep and still have time to get ready for this exam. I just hope I don't fall asleep at the Chapel. I've already practiced an hour today. ... I just feel like practicing again.

"You value your life alot more than I value mine."

"That's not true. I just don't dwell on it."

"Then what motivates you to do anything?"

"Nothing. I am clockwork, and I do as I am told."