Friday, May 7, 2010

Room is packed. I have made a playlist of all my mellow music and it's about 24 hours long, so it's been playing in my room all day with repeat on. I met a girl at chapel today, she said she's a senior in highschool and will come here next year, that she lives right off campus. I've seen her just hanging out at that church a couple times. She sits and picks out parts of Star Wars songs. She will fit right in. She said she'd see me next semester. I forgot to tell her I'd be gone. lol, whatever.

Yesterday my dad told me that I aught to take some time and think about the semester to prepare myself for events ahead of me. He said in the military they call it decompression, and it's time given to troops after assignments. Not that I have been in a war or anything, but this semester still leaves me with lots to think about... "Decompression". I've been thinking about it most of the day, that is, thinking about the semester with that as a predisposition... or... more like a self-fulfilling presupposition. (at least, i hope)... lol, I have been packing my stuff into boxes all day, too. More irony.

I keep thinking about all the people who I really enjoy being around, and how I wish I would have put more effort into being around them more, or at least telling them that I really like being around them.. I guess it's not something one should really dwell on. I keep thinking like I will never see these people again. blaah. What is wrong with me. I'm gonna be back sooner than later. Why do I even miss anyone! It hasn't been long at all. This has got to pass quickly. I could just puke.

"then walked to a town that all of us burned when God left the ground to circle the world"

1 comment:

  1. It's ok that you miss people. It shows that you care. I miss college already too.

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