Sunday, May 2, 2010

"Your apologies are so convincing. What am I supposed to think?"
"You're a much better liar than I am."

I've been kindof caught up in a loop all day. I've been doing most of what I can to get my mind off it. I wish that wouldn't happen to me. Right when I think this is behind me, it shows up again. I practiced piano for about 2 or 3 hours today, and then read the Bible alittle, and that helped alot. I shouldn't let a person have that kind of effect on me. I was dumb to let myself become so attached.

Someone told me I have been getting quieter ever since I started highschool. My freshman year in highschool, I was loud and outgoing. I don't know what happened... I don't think I would have some of my better friends if I was popular.

All this darkness. Philippians 4:8 has something to say about that. I should count my blessings, and not get so hung up on the past. I have given myself to God, and this could be a lot worse. God, like any good father takes care of his children, and like any good steward takes care of his possessions.

"Zac, don't ever pour your heart out for someone; don't ever love the way I did." Some people will never die.

No comments:

Post a Comment

Map
 
my pet!