This song is recorded kinda quiet... and my headphones don't get any louder.


Stopped by Ortiz's office today

Passed Circuits

Tomorrow my classes start. Today I'm up early to get my sleep schedule in order. Chowon is supposed to call me in like 5 mins. After that, it's time for me to congratulate myself.

I've got some foodstuffs for my meals, but I don't have the money or the motivation to eat really well. I wanna get a doctors note for next semester saying I shouldn't eat the cafeteria food. It kinda scares me to think about it, because I don't quite have the money.... but the mealplans are so expensive that with that money leftover I should be able to cover myself. Besides, it will be good preparation for when I'm out from under Big Brother LeTourneau and have to think for myself.

I applied for a job at IT and they haven't really gotten back to me yet. Mr. H. keeps telling me to be patient, but I need money and that grounds job is really tempting. I stopped by the building today and left a note for Mr. H saying "Zac Slade stopped by". I know a few people involved in either working there or applying for there and getting rejected who unanimously tell me I aught to just get the other job, but I really want this one, so I'm gonna give it another week-ish.

Louisiana sent an email and gave me my money back and then asked for it again. Mom says I should argue with them since they told me twice already that I'm all good and paid. I'm not about to argue with the Louisiana govt -- not even about a speeding ticket. I could just die thinking about any more legal trouble. I just wanna get it all out of the way so I can sit and take a deep breath without worrying about whether or not I have a future.

"You'll never be alone again."