Last minute cramming for my last two finals. I've gotta write an essay during my History final and the prof's letting me bring an outline. I've got the essay down to 20 minutes, 23 when I cite sources. I'm more nervous now about the circuits final. I've got the study sheet right in front of me, and I'm trying to work imaginary problems in my head over and over so I don't forget how.

These past few days I've felt an especially strong desire to talk to Chowon. Especially since I got mad for the first time the other day... Idk, I really want to make sure she knows I love her and I want to make sure she doesn't forget it. ... but I feel like I might be coming on a bit strong. Maybe I'll let up just a little bit... Idk... I always feel like I'm messing everything up -- even in little things, like I keep forgetting that she has class through lunch on Wednesday... I really just want to be the best guy for her, and sometimes I think I don't know how.

I found a sweet-awesome song on the internet.... maybe gonna learn it. I can never seem to commit to a song on the piano. ... I really need a teacher.

Well, it's about 11:30. I'm gonna make one more quick run-though my equations and then go to bed. Finals start bright and early tomorrow.
Say a prayer for me.

"The revolution will be televised."