So I'm getting punched down by some Circuits II homework and I am about to give up... I looked up just in time to see that the name of this song was "The Calculation" by Regina Spektor, which is kinda ironic.

I keep thinking I'm a step behind in this stuff, and I can't seem to get right with the lectures. I understand everything that Dr. Ortiz covered in the last lecture. I went over my notes, almost recollecting his lecture word-for-word (which is a special case for tonight, I usually don't take such great notes and pay such great attention).

I flip through the book tired-heartedly reading special case after special case; what to do if jw=0; what to do if sigma=0... I follow the set of steps which most seems to resemble my problem and I get an answer depressingly different from what's in the back of the book.

God, I know you put me here at LeTourneau, and I know that you gave me the desire to be an Engineer because I prayed a lot about it and you didn't told me not to nor close the door nor expose an alternative opportunity for me nor compel me toward something else.

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The other day I wanted to look over the homework problems right after class, but I still haven't done it.

Tomorrow, God, please help me to be motivated to get down to business and learn this material immediately after class. Let my studies and my knowledge be yours. Let me give glory to you whenever I succeed. Give me courage to do that.

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Oh! I'm 10 minutes late to call Chowon...

She's busy. :/

Back to work.

"Comes love, nothing can be done."