I worry sometimes that I express myself in such a way as to convey more emotion than exists within me, or that I experience more emotion than I aught to convey... or something like that. Idk.

This morning Chowon texted me saying just "hey..." and I was asleep at the time so I didn't get it. The alarm I set to wake me up early didn't wake me today, and so I forgot to reset it and completely forgot to send a good morning or good night. Maybe for the better. Anyway, she sent that text message and I didn't respond until later, and I was a little worried 'cause she said she's sick and all. I waited pretty much all day. She hadn't responded. I checked my email and she had sent me one saying that she will be even more busy these next few days. I responded saying I can't tell her what to do, but I want her to be healthy. I said her health is more important than her performance on this project, and maybe a 2 or 3 hour nap each night wouldn't hurt the project anyway. I hope it didn't come across like I was putting down her efforts. She works so hard and achieves good results. I'm really proud of her and I want her to succeed, but even more than that I want her to be healthy and happy. If she does not have sleep, then how can her emotions be well thought-out? I would never reject her based on her state (with regard to rest). But as I get to know her more, I want to see and learn about her when she can think clearly -- as opposed to when she hasn't slept in 3 days and has a cold because of it.

Later in the day I was kinda worried and she hadn't texted back, so I texted her saying "Is everything alright?" and she responded "I'm ok! don't worry".
... Man, Idk. I feel like such a wimp worrying about little things like this. I'm still worried about her health, but right now I just hope I didn't annoy her.

Today I met some of my mom's friends. They were really cool people. Almost talked me into getting WoW. ... Can you believe Skyrim is on TPB already???? I shouldn't be surprised. I don't think I'll be getting it for another year or two, though. A) I generally don't like things with lots of hype. B) It having so much hype, chances of getting caught are probably pretty nasty. I'd rather wait and either buy it when it's cheap or take my chances when the hype is gone... I can probably find it on sneakernet anyway.

"A caught thief is always an amateur."