Day two back at home. Accidentally removed panels and all window manipulation from ubuntu on my laptop. Spent an exaggerated portion of the day fixing that. Finished fixing my parents computers -- should be faster than ever now.

Went to a live showing of Scrooge last night. It was really fun^^ Mom says one of the actors might be coming over for Christmas. After the show I got a call from Chowon^^ As always, it was good. She did well on the exam that she was worried about^^ I'm real proud of her.

I had a dream last night that she came to my school, and that for some reason Hyewon showed up while she was there. Hyewon was confused and angry with me over something, and despite my best efforts I couldn't reconcile with her. I guess I can't be on good terms with everyone at once. Half-way through the dream I realized that while I was trying to resolve the situation with Hyewon I was not with Chowon, and our precious time was ticking away. Chowon, perceiving my distractedness as disinterest, asked me what I thought about breaking up. In my dream, I hugged her tightly and apologized genuinely, and we didn't break up. The rest of the dream was a pleasant conversation between the two of us about nothing. I guess it's my nervousness manifesting itself to me. I'm happy for the reassurance at the end of the dream. Although I am nervous, I am confident in Chowon's ability to work with me at reaching mutual understandings.

Damien said he wants to room with me this semester. He's hinted at it many times before, but I have purposefully ignored the hints. I wouldn't necessarily have a problem with rooming with him, but I really like my current roommate, and as long as things are working out I'm a little afraid to change it.

"I am not a study machine."