Christmas is almost over! It'll probably be finished before I finish this blog.

This year I got everything I could ask for^^ I even got an FE review manual!! ~which is totally ballin. I'll be powerin through that in some of my spare time for sure.

Oh! Chowon just texted me to get on Skype! Be back soon :D

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Re. She Skyped with me earlier today^^ and she looked beautiful. Sometimes I wonder if our conversations are better when we can't see each other.

I don't think I've ever put this much effort into being attentive to signs of a girl's mood or thoughts. Is it because I'm especially attached to Chowon? It struck me the other day that it might be because of the meeting I had with Lani at the end of last summer. She told me that when she broke up with me (not the time she had another boyfriend. It's complicated.) it was because it didn't seem like I was putting out much effort toward the relationship. I sure hope Chowon never feels like I don't care about her. ... I'm gonna try to find another gift idea....

Interesting to me that Lani hasn't crossed my mind since that meeting.. except when I think about the way Chowon tried to compare herself to her after our talk about previous bfs and gfs. She said that based on some fb pics she thought Lani was more pretty. I wasn't even about to go down that road, and I'm still not. Physical beauty fades, but as long as I'm with Chowon she needn't compare herself with anyone else.

but anyway.. about Christmas.

Gwen was super cute today!!!!! And so was Lainey!!!!!!!! Mom borrowed two hamsters for them to play with, and Gwen absolutely loved them. Lainey is such a happy baby. She would sit there smiling quietly, and then whenever anyone came to give her attention, or whenever we had her sitting on our laps during other activities, she'd smile real big and make a loud happy noise just because she was a part of the group^^

I wish I were living near Dan and Steph so I could have access to those kids all the time. Gwen is learning so fast! I can't wait to meet the young lady she becomes!

Well, I should really get to sleep.

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