"When the walls bend with your breathing..."

Oh man, there's this one remix of "Hey Jude" in that last batch of songs I downloaded that I just can't get enough of. It's by "Mayhem", and it's called "remember".

I just got done with a 4-hour skype with Gavin. At the end of it we were like "... well, this makes up for all that time we haven't talked."

"You belong to me."

I'm going to town to eat dinner with NK tomorrow. The last conversation we had is lingering in my head. I know Korean culture is serious about hinting things to save face, (or... more serious than American culture). I generally suck at taking hints, and when I try, I usually end up reading too much in. Anyway, our last conversation was about our views on long-distance relationships. Once again, I don't know what to think. There isn't much to discuss with myself about this one. I ruled her out a long time ago and didn't think about it much again until that afternoon, (because I was sure she didn't like me). If she was hinting, it was conclusive, and I hope I get to stay here another semester. If she wasn't, then I still hope I get to stay another semester.

"Take a sad song and make it better"

I wonder if my situation is unique. I haven't talked much with Drew about his experiences, but I know that Wim is hanging with lots of girls. I think I cause problems for myself. Most of these girls are just friends, and I really value my friendships with them. Especially Gana, like, I'm really glad that she and I are able to have a zero-pretense friendship. That doesn't happen very much with girls, and she's awesome. But by hanging out with so many girls, I end up liking more than one. It keeps me secure in my ability to rebound, but that's a really douchy thing to secure for yourself, and nothing else positive comes out of pursuing a girl only when she's around. All I can do, since I've got rather regular meetings with these girls, is just keep in mind that I'm out of here in 6 weeks-ish, and don't think about them anymore. ㅠ.ㅠ

"It's especially hard for us."