Tomorrow is the big day, so this might be my last blog for a little while.

Lani answered a question about me on facebook, and as much as I am curious to find out what it was, I don't want to bother people all over the place with answered questions to see it.

Hyewon and I have been really close lately. She is unbelievable. We've been snuggling on the couch and stuff. It usually starts with something like "I'm cold" from her; [I get her a blanket]; "still cold". (cheesy?) lol. We haven't really kissed or anything, but she fell asleep on me a couple times and I kissed her cheek and then went and put a blanket over her and left for my own bed. I'm still a bit confused about the whole thing, but I feel like there is some kind of understanding that is hanging just out of reach over my head. Probably something cultural that I'm not getting... Idk... at this point, I'm not sure I care. I'm just happy I get to hang out with her. I could go on about her being great or something. God is still responsible for the whole thing, and any emotional connection we have is by-no-means a product of my own virtue. I am pretty much constantly making stupid mistakes. Therefore, I'm confident that God is in control of the relationship, and I keep praying that God will do what is best for it.

She gave me a Korean name, since the Koreans might have a hard time with the "Z" sound in "Zac". My Korean name is "재영" (Jay-Yong). It means just "something good" like, it's really unspecific, because "Jay" has several (positive) meanings and "Yong" means something like "always" or something like that. I could be getting it wrong. Whatever. I'm happy about it.

"Aren't you uncomfortable?"