Didn't post last night because I was up late facebook chatting with Hyewon.

Made me wonder about things on campus. So, I have another issue to work out in my head on my blog.

So I was thinking about my previous decision to pursue the girls here, I think I should reconsider now that I know the girls alittle better. These seem like really nice girls here, and I'm kinda sick of complicated relationship networks. I would rather just stick with one girl... forever. Furthermore, what if I get into a relationship and then Hyewon all the sudden says "Yes". Then I will just have to drop everything. So, I'm just gonna not make advances with any girl until Hyewon gives me an answer, or until October, whichever comes first. Besides, I shouldn't be jumping into anything.

Now, the question is, how to be friends with a girl without any possibility of leading her on and without having any awkward conversations about how I have a girlfriend, but I really don't, but I still can't date because she might be my girlfriend.

As resolution to this problem, I told one of the girls who I wasn't particularly interested in (not that she isn't a good girl or anything, just I think she's a senior and much older than me, and afaict there's not much potential on either end) most of the story, and I'm counting on her relaying it to the other girls in the dorms. I avoided having to tell it twice, even though the topic came up very precisely in a conversation with another girl. If things go well, all the girls in my circle will know the story without me telling them and I'll be able to be friends with all of them without issue.

On top of that, the classes I want to take are lining up very well so that I will only have one class Friday morning... but I'm going to be busy all day Thursday... but this way, when Hyewon comes I will be able to go hang out with her in Seoul. I can leave Friday afternoon. The bus arrives Friday night. I can leave Sunday morning or Saturday evening and make it back with time to sleep before Monday. October is just such a long ways away... And, if things don't work out with Hyewon, I will have long weekends, and I will be able to explore Seoul whenever weekend I can.

Also, Lani tried to facebook chat me. I was afk, so I missed it, but I probably would have talked to her if she was still online. Then again, I might have only talked to her to tell her I don't think I want to talk to her unless she really wants to talk to me... because I still kinda respect her and I think if she needed to vent.... well, whatever.

"But I can't eggyo."