So I sortof resolved things with Hyewon last night. We stayed up late correcting some of her old English essays, looking at old pictures, and holding hands watching TV :). I don't get to see her again 'till tomorrow night, and I leave on Thursday. I guess all that's left to do is 'seal the deal'; to ask her to be my girlfriend. *excited* I want this because I like Hyewon, of course, but especially because I have a few Korean friends who are girls and who I will be spending some time with in Korea and I don't want to have to worry about whether there is potential to be with them or not. It's alot easier to have safe friendships like that when you're taken. I remember it was like that when I was with Gabrielle. The only thing I really have to think about (besides worrying that she might yet say no 0.0) is how to ask. Idk, I feel like "would you be my girlfriend" is kinda dumb, and the phrase "go out" in any context is unspecific. Well, either way. Tbh, somewhere in the back of my head is a question about her motives.... that's really dumb.

To make things better, I found out it isn't going to be just Gabrielle and Lindsey at my house on Sunday when Hyewon gets back. There will be a bunch of other people too. That way it's not just me, my ex, and the hypotenuse (20/70? 10/80? 5/85?). Still awkward.

*deep breath*
Fresh air and relief.

I'm gonna go drink some marble soda.