Things are going well. I'm super tired and haven't had much or any me-time since I've been here. I miss my family, Hyewon, Gavin, and AC.... and maybe some of the guys at Letu, too.

Tomorrow I only have one class, but it's early in the morning, so I'm just gonna take that and then go back to bed. God willing, I will get good and rested tomorrow and be able to face the groups with more energy later.

I think I'm in sortof a cycle with regard to Hyewon. I try not to think about her because I'm worried. If she says yes, then great. But if she says no, then I will be sad for a little while, but I will get over it. It's the wait that's killing me, and the more I worry about it, the more I set myself up for heartbreak. I wish she would just give me an answer, but I don't want to press it out of her because she needs to focus on her English and her plans for the future, and I can respect that.. but as soon as she gets to Korea and out of her rut, I plan on bringing it up again. I know that will be in October, but maybe it's good.... somehow.... If she doesn't give me an answer at that time, then I think I'll just consider things with her over and stop the whole thing; use my free weekends to sleep and study.

Oh well.....

"Something something something chingu-ibnida."