Last night Hyewon and I stayed up till 2 in the morning swapping music on youtube. We shared earbuds and listened until my laptop battery was about to die. Then, today, we hung out all day and it was alittle boring, but we tried to keep it interesting. Still haven't talked. Seems like I get my resolve up to bring it up and then something happens that makes me think just how great things are with us just friends for now, or to make me think that she either would need to go slower or she just thinks of me as like a younger brother (which isn't necessarily a bad thing... but for right now, I'm not particularly fond of the idea). We pushed each other and stuff today, and she blew bubbles at me and then ran and locked me out of the apartment. I had a key, and she kept saying through the door "come on in!" but she held the lock closed o.0. and we put Korean labels all over the apartment so I'm supposed to memorize household stuff in Korean. I suck at this.

Tomorrow morning I am expected to wake up early and go Hiking with Hyewon and some of her friends. Her friends invited me, not her, but she said she wasn't opposed to the idea and I do particularly enjoy hiking. We don't have any water bottles, so I'm gonna have to mooch.

We watched "The Road" tonight, and it was actually really good.

My eyes are dry like they want to be closed for the night, but I have to wait for Hyewon to get out of the shower so I can brush. My last dentist appointment was not pleasing, so I'm brushing twice as much to make the next one better. I have a cavity... :(

Hyewon offered to let me sleep on the couch tonight, since she is sleeping on a cot, but it is in the same room. I wasn't sure if that was ok. Somehow it strikes me as ungentlemanly to be in the same room as her if we are both sleeping. I'm sleeping on the living room floor again tonight, I think.

Right now, I feel really nervous, really excited, slightly neglected, very stressed, very tired, alittle depressed, hopeful, content.

Decided to write on my other blog about this one. I know Lani still reads my posts there (but I can't imagine...)

Well, idk. I guess I should finish up and go to bed. Night :)

"That was my favorite part."