My mom and I can't get along... :(

Today we got in an argument over whether or not it was ok for her to say "oh my God". It started pretty calm. I said, "I don't think you should say that" and she asked why and I explained that I thought even if it is a prayer, it creates the "appearance of evil", which is something she used to lecture me about. So she was cool with that for a few seconds, but I forgot to stop her. If I don't cut her off, she will sit there and rephrase whatever she just said over and over, even after I respond to it. Sometimes she changes the subject, but then she does the same thing on that subject. Anyway, she worked herself up and said that my young brain was underdeveloped and tried to tell me I didn't know right from wrong (an argument which she has used several times in the past) and I countered by saying that her old brain was rotting and she was losing her sense of right and wrong. I admit, that was a mistake, and I did end up apologising to her for that.

I've been playing alot of MechWarrior lately. It's pretty fun.

Lindsey and I have hung out as much as we can. I really want to have a serious conversation with her and ask her if she wants to pursue a long-distance relationship... which is something that I honestly dont know if I am up for. I hope a conversation would work that out.

I have been hanging out with Hyewon, my Korean teacher, alot. I took her to see fireworks, and she said it was the first time she had ever seen them. To be completely honest, I keep telling myself my intentions with her are completely ...uh... not anything at all (that is, as opposed to wanting a relationship with her); but on the other hand, this could be one of those situations like..... well.. is it possible for a guy and a girl to spend alot of time together without one eventually having a crush on the other? I have told her that the things we do together are not dates, but I don't think she understands. However, I have a feeling that that will work itself out. If I keep our relationship just two friends doing really fun stuff together, then when I go to Korea... maybe we won't have to worry about it. Idk if she likes me or not. I really can't tell with Asian girls. I don't think I can do anything else about it.
....She is a really great girl, though.

Thinking about that makes me feel like a jerk. Maybe I should just sit down and talk with her and make absolutely sure we are on the same page, even though that would be really awkward.

Speaking of Korean, I really need to practice my Korean speaking. It's so hard to do that without a Korean sitting there helping you, or at least talking Korean with someone else in your immediate vicinity. I've been trying to find some Korean movies online that I can watch.. Maybe once with subtitles, then a few times without (until I can get what's going on without really knowing).

heh... well, it's 1:00 in the morning. I need to call HGU and ask what the situation is with those important documents.

"...into a deeper sleep... how do you know when you're dreaming and when you aren't?"