Man, I had such a great day today. Like any great party, Tyler's get-together at the Gateway Mall started out a little slow, but it ended great. The party wasn't all together the whole time, but it was ok. We were all sortof encouraged to go do what we wanted, and I wanted to stay around Hyewon. She looked good like usual. She didn't wear that perfume today, or I didn't catch it like I have before, but it was still cool. We were a little more flirty today, which made for a lot of fun. She wore the earrings that I complimented her on we first met, but didn't paint her nails or anything. She totally kicked my butt at DDR. I should have guessed, I suppose, that she would be incredible at that. And she won a very close game of pool, which we had been meaning to play ever since she told me her dad owned a billiards club. I'm not entirely sure if she was going easy on me or not, but it came down the just the 8 ball and I should have made the last shot. As a result of that loss, I owe her a homemade dinner of her choice, and she said she wanted to try some of my house-famous shrimp and chicken stir-fry (which is more like "infamous" but I plan on making it better this time). I'm gonna get online and look for tips to make it better... maybe ask my mom... You know, though... I know you might be thinking it's obvious, but I still don't know if she thinks we are just really good friends or if she "likes" me. I think she knows what I think of her; on the ride home I got caught once or twice kindof staring at her (nothing inappropriate: face.), and I've done a few other things which more-than-likely would cue her to think that. I honestly was just tired and forgot to not stare. Well, she said that she had a lot of fun, which made the day for me.

The more I think about that the more I realize that I am setting myself up for some kind of heartbreak. She says that if she passes the English Exam, she will be able to finish her first semester by October, which would mean she could come back to Korea and hang out with me until December, then come back to America in spring and take her second semester living with my parents (meaning I could visit every single chance).

Right now, the course of action I'm tossing back and forth in my head is to just sit down and talk with her, which is something that doesn't always work. haha.. but past experience has shown that, if I can communicate clearly, being straight-forward and open is usually the best policy. I would say something like this:
"..."
...Well, I can't come up with anything right now, but I'm tired... I typed a few things and then erased them. Maybe I will have something together before I actually talk to her.

All that, but it was hot today and I got sweaty. I'm gonna go take a shower before bed.

"This is always the way. It never changes."


ETA. Oh yeah! I almost forgot to mention, I mean to call Dan tomorrow if I get the chance. I hope I get the chance.