Jihye finally got in touch with me. She said she wanted to Skype, but then cancelled the appointment. I don't have another one with her. I'm just gonna let her initiate contact for a while. I sent her a few emails she didn't respond to before, so it's definitely her turn.

I'm becoming really cautious of people who seem perfect for me. The last girl I knew who did everything right was Hyewon and that didn't turn out well. Jihye seems to not really care much. There's a girl here at LeTU who seems to do everything right, too, and I'm thinking that nothing should come of this, because those tend to go awry. That brings us to just one person. Right now, I'm pretty much sold out in like with Chowon. If she makes it to America, I'm gonna ask her on a date or two and then ask her to be my girlfriend. From here out, I'm gonna take Morgan's advice and focus my attention on developing a stable friendship with just the girl I like, so nobody gets lead on. I think what we have with the Skype appointments is great, and I think that after a while, if we can turn that into a solid, stable long-distance friendship, and if she gets to come to LeTU, we'll have the foundations laid for a working long-distance relationship. ... I'm thinking really far ahead. I wonder what she thinks of me. I don't know what's clear and what isn't. It's always like this, I'm just gonna go for it.



I wonder what she thinks.

"You're tense."