Latest song I'm listening to over and over:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CvPhagZwNuo
I always thought it had an awesome beat [danana danana danana danana] but I wouldn't listen to it because I don't like Timberlake. IMO this cover added just the right "heavy" to fill out the sound and make it ok to listen.

Also recently fallen in love with the band BassNectar X) X) X) Four albums added to stock.

I keep seeing Chowon signed on to Skype and I want to say something to her, but I don't know what to say because it's so late at night. I'm ok with staying up late talking with her, but I'm afraid since I'm so tired I'm gonna say something stupid. I already feel like I'm not doing well making conversation during our Skypes, but she talks well and always has something interesting to say, so I like that about us.

Gabrielle and I meet in two days, and I'm not exactly sure how to lead into saying that this meeting is to be completely "friends" and platonic and simple. I think it'd be presumptuous for me to say I don't want to lead her on, but based on her communication the past few days, I really think that might be what's happening.

The Differential Equations class that I missed for that damn EPM meeting covered second order Leplace Transforms, and as a result, I can't BS the homework. People I've talked to unanimously agree that the book is unreadable. I texted a friend asking him to scan and send me a proof for me to study, but somehow I don't think it's gonna happen. I'm pretty sure Shane is feeling animus about something, but as usual I can't tell what. I'm frustrated with his lack of communication, and the more recent events sink in, the less I trust him. That's not a good thing, so I intend to have a heart-to-heart with him when I get back.

I can't seem to find a balance between pride and shame. Is this a common struggle? I am insecure, so I build myself up using positive reactions from people around me. Then I get proud and act like a jerk, so people's reactions become negative and I tear myself down. Maybe I'll find a middle eventually, the trick will be staying there.

"a slap on the wrist"