*yaaaawwwwwnnnn*
Finally going to Hyewon's tomorrow. Packing tonight. The plan is to be in bed at 11:00 so I can be good and awake at 5:30(or 5:45), giving me an hour and a half to get ready and to get to the bus. The bus leaves at 7:15 to Yukgury, from where I will have to tell a taxi driver to get me to the terminal in Korean, and then speak more Korean to the ticket counter, and try to catch the earliest possible bus to Seoul.

I think I got a C on the Korean midterm, just like I said I would.

I finished the Statics homework that was due today with less help from Cramster than I usually have. At first, it was a nice little confidence boost, but then I went to class and pretty much had my mind blown by the lecture. I will be reading the book this Sunday. I rescheduled a movie with 지혜 and I'm missing paintball to hang out with Hyewon, so I reeeaaaallly hope I get to go bungee jumping. It's best that I rescheduled with 지혜 because if Hyewon says yes, that will determine the whole seat-arm thing for me, (assuming 지혜 plays that game.... and is single).

Yesterday I was thinking about how Lani and I made a promise a long time ago that we would see each other in person before we married anyone else. I wonder if she's still holding to that.... Idk, I've never been one to break promises, but.... Idk.. even if I want to ask her if we can release each other from that, it means I have to talk to her again. ... I wonder if she ever thinks about me anymore. I don't want to call it malice, but I still can't believe what happened. I guess it's kinda simmered down by now. I don't think as much about it as I used to. It still kinda hurts. Maybe when I talk to her about it I'll say something like "look, we can just see each other. we don't even need to talk. then we can go back to never seeing each other again." At any rate, I won't be bringing it up until I'm about to be married. Lately, I think if she tried to talk to me again, I'd be ok with it... but I probably wouldn't engage much.

"She's like a hot cloth on a fevered head, and like a needle she leads me while I follow like a thread"

P.S. Happy 200th Blog PS139!!! From it's humble beginnings as an assignment for freshman English class.... all the way to what it is now. Also, I removed the flag counters and stuff because I found out I could get all that information from the dashboard.... except for specific states. I might bring that one back, just for curiosity. Anyway, good stuff.