This weekend was absolutely unreal. I felt like I was in a bad movie (that is, a movie that I wouldn't enjoy watching, as opposed to a movie that I wouldn't enjoy living).

Hyewon and I didn't go bungee jumping, but it was totally ok. All the other stuff we did was much better. I enjoyed myself immensely. We did everything else on the list, along with a few other things, including a trip to this expensive restaurant that her cousin owns (so we ate for free), and a one-sided exchange of gifts from her parents to mine.

Long-story-short, she said "no". So, I plan to take a break from girls if I can help it. I don't want to be rude, and I don't want to burn any bridges, but I don't want 지혜 to be "second choice". She's better than that, and I would preserve both our honors by holding back until things simmer-down a little more in my mind about Hyewon. I already have a movie-date with her this Monday, but after that, if I can swing it without being a jerk, I think I'm gonna give it like a week... or maybe two weeks. Idk what the time-frame is for keeping the term "rebound" from being applicable. I guess each person determines their own time frame. On the other hand, I don't think I have time to make a stable enough relationship with her to bridge the gap between here and Texas. Maybe it would be best if I didn't pursue her anymore.

*sigh* Homework, homework, homework, homework.....

"When I was strong, you made me weak. When I was brave, you made me afraid. When I was intelligent, you made me confused. When I was adventurous, you made me content."