My roommate just took my sewing equipment. I'm glad I've made an impact on him hahahaha.

Hojun introduced himself to 지혜. He says I need to act quickly and carefully, and that he's rooting for me. It was a nice confidence boost hearing that from him, and my trusty interpreters said that she's using "cute Korean" in her texts (like, Korean has different suffixes for different contexts; formal, informal... and I guess certain slangs are for being cute), and Kamsa gave me permission to take that as a good sign. Who knows. She hasn't exactly ruled out long-distance relationships, but I am not sure at all how to approach any conversations with her about that. All our meetings are just perfect... ... this is gonna be either the best thing that happens to me in Korea, or one of the worst.... or we'll just stay friends and it'll never matter. idk.

I read something today that I haven't read in a long time. I don't know what keeps me attached to those old dead memories. All I got from it was frustrated and a little depressed. It doesn't really matter anymore, and I'll never have what I had back then.
"What was stolen from us we can never regain"

*sigh*

hmm...

I downloaded all MGMT's albums today. I can't imagine why it took me so long to get that idea, but I'm quite happy with it. The songs on their album, Climbing to New Lows, make me want to find out who's writing their lyrics. The album has a lower bitrate than their other albums, and a much less complex sound than the rest, but it also has a remix of Kids, so I also want to learn the order with which the albums were put out. ... I don't want to do it now. I just want to finish this blog and get some more yulmucha before I go to bed.

I didn't play chess today, which is a little bit weird, because I've played like 6 games per day for the past week. Idk why, but lately I've been a total chess addict. My roommate says that I'm at the point where I'm pretty good, but I'm not going to improve significantly unless I start reading strategies. I believe him, because he also says he's got a 3rd place metal for checkers which covers Russia, Mongolia, and I think also China. I'll have to ask him about it again later. He doesn't have the metal here, but why would he lie to me about a checkers metal? Besides, I've seen him play online and he beasts the board like you wouldn't believe.

"We are alone. The world is not our home."..."We feel a pain that we cannot explain. There are no words to be heard."