Ahhh.... jobless.... ^^* Hopefully I'll be back to work soon, though. Looking at some other opportunities. IT (jokingly?) offered me a job, but I'm gonna try to hold them to it.

Chowon and I got to talk for the first time in a while today. Talked a bit today about what kinds of failure are acceptable. She sang this really cute song when we were running out of things to say lol. I guess it's not that we're running out of things to talk about, but almost like the awkward silence is a natural consequence of being enamored with one another. When I see her face, even just through Skype, I think I could sit and stare at her and be content... Too bad it doesn't work like that.

Today I answered some emails. I'm truly dreading getting back to school. I just want this semester to be over. I want to spend time with my family. I want to sleep all day. I want to see Chowon in person. I want to play with Gwen and Lainey. I want to finally have time to talk to Gavin. I want to drink hot chocolate on my parent's couch.

Thanksgiving was cool. Hung out with Jess and Dad and Mom. Got to have some good conversations with Dad. Got to make fun of Jess. Got to hear more of Mom's ideas. All fun^^

This year, I'm thankful for emotional vulnerability. That is... I'm thankful that people can effect each other's emotions for better or worse by acting towards one another (directly/indirectly). I'm glad that I can make people laugh sometimes, and I'm glad that seeing people laugh makes me happy.

"Actually, I'm all out of sandwich material."