Finished more than half of my to-do list today, which is great. I think this is the start of "having more motivation." Tomorrow will be the true test of my motivation, as I have planned a few meetings and also have planned to work on Data Structs -- the one project I've been dreading. Actually... I've been dreading the circuits work I aught to be doing even more. Completely exhausted and a bit depressed just thinking about it.

Also I need to do some class registration stuff....

Wrote my resume today for IT. I should turn that in ASAP. I am not entirely confident in my resume writing skills. I sent it to my RD for review before I send it to IT.

Got the present for Chowon in the mail today and mailed it off to her promptly. For lack of money I didn't get tracking or insurance. I will have to trust God that it gets to her.

I have some money put away and I really need to get rid of it or I'll be tempted to spend it. ....... I know what I'll do.

Sometimes my thoughts wander and I begin to doubt the bond between Chowon and I. I think it's a common thing to do, but especially in a long-distance relationship. Then I talk to her again and I am reminded again that our feelings are mutual. Chowon and I have to schedule our appointments very carefully because of our busyness. It's kindof like that with God. Sometimes I doubt my relationship with God, but then he communicates with me and I am reminded of his love. I also believe that God likes schedules. Like, if we go to a fixed quiet place every week or so and show commitment to reserve that time for God regularly, even if God doesn't show up the first few times, he'll see your commitment and begin to show up and meet with you. The hard part is just making those meetings fixed to begin with. It works -- call me crazy, but I know from experience, and I'm convinced that anyone else will experience God in a similar way if he shows God that he/she wants it by demonstrating this kind of commitment.


I wish everyone would go to sleep on time.

"hmm maybe rabbit? :)"