That console and consoling would give me energy. That I wouldn't feel distress. That I would have time for sleep. That Coffee would lift me and not let me crash. That I would have enough energy for tomorrow. That I can endure just for a short time. That the sound of our voices together would make us feel loved. That I can learn quickly. That I will never want to forget again. That the music in my head would never go away.

"Did you hear him laughing?"