I've been getting into Bon Iver lately^^ I'll post a favorite song when I think of one.

Chowon told me today she is "thinking seriously about the future". I wonder what she means. I know she has something on her mind, because she is slowing conversation more than normal, and I'm not used to picking it up when she's quiet. I know it's silly, but after the thing with Lani I become really worried every time Chowon expresses that something is wrong.. and ever time she hesitates it suddenly becomes a little harder to breathe. I keep reminding myself, "Zac, she isn't Lani. Chwon actually deserves the respect you want to give her. She did not lie to you in Korea, why would she lie now? She loves Jesus so much; even if you cannot trust a new person, you can trust God who is within her." And I do trust her. I trust her as well as I can trust new people right now. I think it will be much easier after some time together in person.

She says she might come for Christmas. I think about her all the time. The other day she said she wonders if I like her as much as she likes me... I wonder... I'm glad she said that though, because it means that I don't have to worry the same way.

Gana should be buying me some flowers for Chowon soon. I hope that goes well and happens soon.

My roommate is here talking about the sucknado on his computer, "internet". He's downloading some Steam stuff, and it's dragging him down pretty hardcore. It was much worse in the past.

"Buying your body from your heart, selling it to your spirit. Whose spirit is it, really?"