I'm losing my mind. I feel like there's no place in Texas where I can go be alone without wondering if someone's gonna walk in and ruin my solace. When I go to Spear, people often take 2 steps in and then walk out. Even if I go to the piano practice rooms and pick the worst piano, people are always walking by looking in the window. I need an island and an mp3 player.... and probably some vittles and a boat.

Sometimes I make a fool of myself, and I can brush it off. Sometimes it's more complicated than that. What just happened? Was I wrong? Was I right? What is ok for me? What are the rules.... do we really write them as we go?


"You said a long time ago..."