Today I skipped classes and slept. I needed it from the weekend. I was awake and working for 3.5 days and had only 5 hours of sleep between pledging and work.

I can catch up tomorrow. Thankfully Dr. Baas sent a review for the test on Wed via email. I looked at that tonight and hopefully I can get someone to study circuits with me tomorrow because I'm gonna bomb that test if nobody explains it to me. It's crazy we only have one more month of school. I expect to have some pretty crap grades in my classes if this keeps up. I'm so far behind, and because of it I have really mixed feelings about my experience with AO. I only realized that my grades sucked when I reached the point of no return, and by then I was so close to the end that I figured I might as well finish up. I guess it's a good thing I only took 12 creds this semester, but my GPA just took a dive... It kinda hurts me to think about it, but it's a bad decision which I will have to learn from.

I asked God for wisdom, and I have learned that wisdom is gained from hindsight. It makes me wonder if I should stop asking for wisdom... but I think that things always get worse before they get better. When my wisdom grows, I will make fewer mistakes. I just pray that God allows me to finish school completely within the time which I have allotted myself.

Jess invited me to a concert, and the drive is gonna force me to repair the AC on my car. But my paycheck from the last period never came in. My boss is gonna hear about it tomorrow, because I'm broke. I recently learned how to mess with my bank account online, so from now on 30% of all my paychecks is going to savings as soon as I get the check, and once a month I will withdraw 1/3 of my savings and give it to God. However, for the first two months I will give 100% of my savings to God, because I have not tithed regularly for a long time.

God, help me to make good on what I have said.

"Your heart felt good. It was drippin pitch and made of wood"