Today was really great! I feel like I'm breathing new, fresh air and the world is in a very good place for me. I have Gwen for an unlimited supply of hugs whenever I want them, and I have that car to go look at as soon as I give Doug Lamb a call (I intend to do that tomorrow), and I have finally brought romanticism to reality, (maintainable by my last drop of strength). There are stresses, yeah, but they are so overshadowed by the good in my life right now. I even had a white-chocolate raspberry latte today (yeah.... it sounds kinda gay... but it was really friggin good.) God's been blessing me a lot.

However, I haven't lost sight of that pendulum (oooeeeeoooo~~~~), and I wonder if it is a trend which can be broken... or does everything have to have a rhythm? I truly believe that sadness foreshadows growth and happiness (in a general sense, not necessarily an individual sense; as cold as that may seem if you think too hard about it), but can I believe that without believing the opposite? If I choose to stop believing something will I lose sight of it and forget it's existence or not notice it again?

Preposterous.

"A world that was disorderly and littered and loud and smelly and small..."