It's late and I have to wake up at 9:00AM tomorrow, so I'm not gonna blog much tonight.

Tomorrow is the tournament. Today was fun. I hope I find time for homework tomorrow. Things are looking grim in that respect.

Sometimes I wonder if Shane is passive aggressive or playfully mean. I'm sure he means well. It can be frustrating sometimes when I don't have a firm grasp on his intentions. He's been much more clear lately. I noticed I have that problem with one or two people, so I think it's just me being oblivious. I'm gonna try to fix it.

Gabrielle wants to watch a movie with me over spring break, and my parents are trying to play match maker. I hope nothing happens so that I will have to defend our emotional distance from (what seems to be) an inexorable circumstance. ... Well, on the other hand, even though she is the antagonist (who fights for the better cause) in this situation, she has always been better at actively preserving physical distance. Maybe it will boil down to a battle between me and myself.

I'm tired. I'm gonna go get Tyler A. to do Bible study with me.

"Every time I think about it I feel completely helpless."