Friday, February 26, 2010

it's day 9 of not talking, and it's getting harder still each day.

I downloaded a program called "melody assistant" so i could finally get around to writing music. i really don't know a whole lot about the theory side of composing, but i can usually guess a good chord just by putting my hands on my electric piano. Then writing the progressions is all that's left. I wrote 4 measures of a duet and decided that it takes too long and that i will write more later. idk, it will probably be a couple days if not weeks before i get on that again. i hope not. it would be cool to actually write a whole song.

I really should have been practicing korean, but it seems like every time i have finished everything that is happening i just dont have the time. ..... which is really dumb, because i know i spent like an hour on those four measures of piano sheet music (they were full of 16th notes, ok?). i know that learning korean is really high on my priority list, but i really need to synchronize my theoretical priorities with my actual priorities. and i still haven't practiced korean tonight, but seriously. it's almost 2 in the morning. there is no way i will be able to focus long enough to write down those sentences for homework. i mean, i take forever on my korean homework even when i am not completely tired.

another priority issue (only maybe not). COSC class. i read the chapters, i skim the 500 problems on the practice quiz, and i feel like i understand (well, most of it). it is kind of the same with physics. i understand it perfectly fine when people are helping me, when i have notes and the internet there to guide me, because all it is is applied logic. it all makes sense. the problem is, applying it is really really difficult. it isnt like i am not studying, i spent maybe 8-10 hours on physics alone in the past 3 days, and i can count the number of problems i finished on my fingers and toes. i just dont understand what is wrong with my abilities in that area. i have been telling myself that i need to get a tutor... well, i just wish i had time to go talk to the teacher and ask him where the heck the tutors are at. i mean, it's bad enough finding time for that, but on top of that i have to write it out before i get there or i spend 10 minutes in his office trying to tell him what i want.

*sigh*

o.o is this my second blog today? *checks* yes it is.

well, goodnight.

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