Today is like a song that never ends.

Whenever I think about it, my mind turns into a cloud and I can't focus too hard on it. I'm stuck, like there's this emotion I'm supposed to be feeling, but I don't know what it is and I can't feel it until I figure it out. It makes me wonder about the rest of my emotions. I laughed with my friends today, but even then I had this in the back of my head. Does that mean that my happiness was fake?
...
No, probably not. That kind of happiness is like an ice cube. It helps, but after a while it melts.

Between Thursday night and Sunday night I had a really hard time talking to God.

Today was better. The prayer meeting was really good for me.

I am really addicted to this song right now.

The intro is a little annoying, but the rest of the song is cool. I think I might learn it next.
...Idk though. Sonata Pathetic is gonna take me a while.

Right now I feel like an angel-food-cake that's been sitting out: poofy and empty, but also thick and ...wait...no... I'm just hungry and tired.

"The salt in my pillow gave God praise in my absence."