Sunday, January 8, 2012

Everyone reads this now.... I cant write everything I want to write, because I'm not anonymous...

Today was awesome, awesome, awesome. It was just absolutely amazing. I really don't have enough words to say how great today was! but also I feel like I did everything wrong. I feel like I'm not bold enough, I don't have enough self control, and I don't have the wits to come up with anything to say when I should say something. All my ability to think on my feet leaves me when she's around. I really don't know how to act.... I guess I'll just have to trust God... and do things right tomorrow. I have a plan this time. I just shouldn't forget it. What I wouldn't give to know what she's thinking about right now.

I went for a walk in the rain tonight to clear my head and decide what's best. I got pooped on by like 4 birds on the way to Belcher. Mom used to say that when a bird poops on you, it's God saying that he's blessing you. ... This campus is just full of blessings. I am blessed so so much.. I hope I don't squander my blessings.

I only have a 20 and I really don't want to spend my only cash to get quarters for the laundry machine, but I haven't cleaned the sheets I like. I think I'll go ahead and use the sheets I don't like tonight, and tomorrow I'll get change at the coffee shop when I'm going to get Chowon's present.

Time to sleep.

"You can't."

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