Just got sprayed. It feels a lot like roasting a marshmellow on a fire that's too hot, except you can't pull away and you have jalapeno slices under your eyelids. I showered, but it seems like it just put the spice down from the surface of my hair to my scalp, and spread the pain all over my arms and neck. ... but at least it's out of my eyes.

And with that, ART school is over.

The road trip was great! I really enjoyed spending all that time with Gavin, but I couldn't tell what he was thinking toward the end. o.0

Oh well. I have to work in about 3 1/2 hours. I get to carry the pepp tonight.

I asked Gana to help with sending Chowon something^^ I hope I can do it!

I met Lani for breakfast during the trip and it was super awkward. Her boyfriend is an atheist; I may or may not try to contact him about his beliefs. I'm interested, but I recognized many of his arguments. He knows the history but prefers the unimaginably improbable to the fantastic. The meeting affirmed for me that it would never have worked between Lani and I. She is a lamb clothed with feathers; I would not have been able to tell over the internet because I could not look at her face when she spoke until this trip. It makes me happy that she didn't adhere to me any longer, and based on my conversation with her new boyfriend, I trust that he will treat her fairly.

"So praises to the war machine, when the distance is growing thin to the helplessness of a tiny earth."