I haven't been blogging much lately, and I kindof miss it. It's weird, I think, because blogging has become almost a part of me. I have done it for so long, and when I'm not doing it, I feel like a person who just finally successfully quit smoking. It's cool for a while, but as soon as I get stressed I start again, because this is where I vent. I guess that wasn't a very good analogy, because this is nowhere near as destructive as smoking. In fact, IMO blogging is constructive....

Anyway, though, this week has been some fun. I'm enjoying getting to know all the freshmen in my dorm, and I don't dislike them as much as I thought I would. There's some elementary school drama going on with this one guy who pretended to ask a girl out and she said yes and he doesn't believe her and he isn't sure if he has a girlfriend or not now. Tyler is still getting over his breakup with Dana, but he's taking it really well. I think it's too bad they broke up, but I'm sure it's for the best. Someone told me that Dana isn't taking it as well, and that she's been a little sick lately or something, but she seems kindof happy. Idk. I'm sure she will be fine. She's a strong girl. And then Mr. Sumral is afraid that Tyler is having serious issues, but I don't think it's so bad. Nathan's probably just making it worse.

There have been lots of girls in the dorm lately. Everyone has a crush on someone... I feel like my crush is always out of reach. I don't think I want a girlfriend anymore until I settle down... if I ever settle down... Like, all my relationships become long distance, and either she cheats on me or breaks up with me or whatever. I guess someone will tie me down eventually. Maybe I'm never to be with someone permanently. One of my favorite Christian bands, MeWithoutYou, said "I'm still technically a virgin after 27 years. What's maybe 50 more?" Seems kindof grim to me, but it makes a good point... --Not to say that the only outcome of permanence in a relationship is sex, but the idea is he's not married and sex seems like a great thing for married couples to do. ... ..... so Ian has a crush on whatserface and kindof took her on what might have been a date but now he isn't sure how to make a move. We make fun of him saying he's scared to tell her how he feels or ask her out, and it's probably true. He'll figure something out. Maybe I shouldn't blog about that, but I don't care right now. I'm.. really tired...

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Tyler: "There's Shane, you can't see him because he's too dark."
Shane: "I'm adorable!"